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[fbrooks]

I hate myself for not being motivated and for being lazy. I realize that I need to change, but I just can't seem to make myself do it. I would rather sit in my room and watch movies all day and pretend that I don't have a care in the world. I just get lost in the movies and forget that there is a life outside my bedroom. I've become irresponsible and I don't like it.

Plus, i'm lonely.