Mar 06, 2008 08:25
"I don’t want to kid anyone, or myself, by saying I went to find myself. Too cliché anyway. If anything is closer to the truth - I lost myself even more than I have been lately.
What is a spring break trip for us is reality to these people. While we have an end in sight, after 4 days of manual labor, we get to go back to our warm showers and comfy beds. They never get to leave.
If I die and go to hell real soon, it will appear to me as… this room.
Not only would I give anything to have these exams over with, but I would do anything to wake up sore and tired at 630 in the morning in Neiba, Republica Dominica to the sound of that god damn rooster.
Why is it, exactly, that I only want what I can’t have?"
ok, thank you for reading my novel. i'll update soon, i promise. k bah