warning, mindless babble is about to be spoken
jesus...besides alot of ups today...today sucked..i found out the worst thing in the world today..well..one of the worse things...pretty damn close to the top..Kelsey is mad at me...and she wont speak to me, wahich i dont blame her...i want to shoot myself...i just want to go fucking die for being a dumbass, ill jump off a bridge head first so i dont have to deal with my idiocy(spellings wrong) man... the girl i try hard to see and talk to, and i finally have time to talk to her, so i talk, but guess what...i fuck things up...im a genious..i should get a A in dumbass101...but neways..enough mindless babbleing..i'll just go run my head into a wall till i pass out and hopefully i'll go into a comma were noone will miss me and then i can have an excuse on y to never show my face infront of kelsey for a long time.