Jul 14, 2004 12:20
I'm sitting in my Computer App. class and I'm so freaking bored. I mean I have completed all my work for the week and its only Wednesday! I have nothing to do...at all. I mean I'm literally sitting here frezzing cold with nothing to do. So I decide to say hello to all the people who read about my boring life. So ok hmmm... Sean and me have been fighting so much. Im so stressed out. I think I took on to much at one time. I mean last night I just cryed becasue I dont want to fight with him. I love him very much but I just do not know what to do. School is easy but when it comes to taking tests I'm not the brightest one in the class. I mean I pass all my labs with 100's. But on the last two tests I got a 72/c and a 36/f. Theres no "D"s here either. So hopefully I can bring it up. I'm going to study hard for this test on friday. I really need a 100 or atleast an "A". I'm coming to Lake City Friday to pick Sean up or hopefully he can meet me half-way. I think it would be best for him to come here because we prob. wont fight as much. Nichole is going to Port St. Luice this weekend so Sean and I will have time to our selves. I think maybe my other roommates are going home to. That would be nice for me and him to have that time. WE NEED IT! I love him so much and we've been together for 3 years almost (off & on) but I just dont know. I just want the fighting to stop. Im stressed out becasue BJ is a bitch. I mean Im down here stressed out because of her. She got me and here ditched me. I dont know anyone. I just dont know anymore. Last night I just wanted to quit and come home. I felt like I was having a breakdown. I was crying and just trippin out. But I know that being here is the best thing Ive done with my life in God knows how long. When I move back in 3 years I will be making atleast $18-20 an hour @ 20 years old. I think thats really good for someone whos 20. I mean I have friends who are 20 and make like what Brandy? $6:50. Amanda has a child and shes only making about that too. So I'm proud of myself and I know that everyone else is proud of me especially my mom and dad. They give me the world right now. It's crazy. I mean I think they love me more now than ever. I dont know I guess Im just tripping out. If anyone has advice on how to release all my stress let me know. Well Ive written a whole lot so I'm out.
"Hollaaa"
Miranda
(Brandy: Thanks for your comment. Im so glad that we are close again. I mean Amanda has a family and well BJ is a cum swallowing bitch (lol) so its just us again. I love you very much, like a big sister, you are always there even though we have had a tiny little dumb fights evey once in a great day. But I'll always be here for my nigga. FBI forever!! The true FBI...Miranda and Brandy!!!) Quit Hatin MF Quit Hatin (in the words of LiL Jon)
FBI Girls aint quick to let "NOTHING" slide
FBI BITCH....WHAT?!? wHAT?!? (LOL)
Sorry this is so long I'm just that damn bored!