***Memorial Day***
Today is Memorial Day! That meant no work...Thank God! We went to Ryan's river house at Three Rivers. I had fun! I'm so tired though. Sean's really mad at me though. I told him what I did yesterday with Sam. He got really mad. He took back his cd player and everything. I say fuck it. I can't help how I care about Sam. Shit Happens. I'm can NOT wait until I move to Orlando. I try all kinds of shit to make him happy and I don't matter to him. Why Do I do that when I have someone that wants me and would treat me right. But all I want is him. WHY? What should I do? How do I deal with this? How do I get someone to love me? I guess fuck it. ANYWAYS.. Me, Brandy, Ryan, Jimbo, Brooke, Candace, and Sean went to Ryan's river cabin all day today. I'm so worn out. I've got a headache. Well I guess I'm going to bed.
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