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i got to see ryan last night. it was great. thai food and smokes in the alley. my ideal evening. he gave me the best xmas present ever (tied with the homemade scarf i recieved from taylor xoxohugswormie) which consisted of a merry fucking christmas cd and the bright eyes christmas album. listening to conor oburst sing silent night made my heart throb. i almost got into the spirit. i haven't been awake this early for months. i have my physics final at 9. it is not going to be pretty. i spent my "study" time drinking, downloading music, and thinking about dropping out of school. such is life.