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hey everyone...
so yeah break pretty much sucked cuz i didn't get to do anything with anyone...i pretty much never left the house except for volleyball practice...i didn't get to go bowling on tuesday cuz i had vball practice in the mornin....which i found to be completely stupid cuz i woulda just gone bowling but the rents were stupid and said no...and then i didn't get to go to the mall today cuz "all my homework had to be finished" and it wasn't...even tho i've been workin my ass off lately with stu co n volleyball n school...i worked on like 3 projects over break and my parents were like nope if its not all done then ur not goin...its total bullshit cuz i didn't get to go anywhere all break and all i was askin for was 3 hours at the mall with my friends...idk...everything is just so f'd up lately...schoolwork...even volleyball's messed up...i feel like i have nothin stable in my life because everythin just seems to be goin wrong...nothing's the same any more and i can't stand it...i just seriously wanna scream and just run away from it all.........
yeah idk...it all just sucks and i'm tired of it...there never seems to be a break...i'll finish one project...and then get assigned two more...then there will be a test...n then a paper...ugh...i just keep fuckin everythin up...in like every aspect of my life...thats why it sucks so much...i cant seem to do anything right...and when u have nothin good to hold on to...its just like whats the point...and u give up
but w/e...hopefully things will get better :/
so yeah break pretty much sucked cuz i didn't get to do anything with anyone...i pretty much never left the house except for volleyball practice...i didn't get to go bowling on tuesday cuz i had vball practice in the mornin....which i found to be completely stupid cuz i woulda just gone bowling but the rents were stupid and said no...and then i didn't get to go to the mall today cuz "all my homework had to be finished" and it wasn't...even tho i've been workin my ass off lately with stu co n volleyball n school...i worked on like 3 projects over break and my parents were like nope if its not all done then ur not goin...its total bullshit cuz i didn't get to go anywhere all break and all i was askin for was 3 hours at the mall with my friends...idk...everything is just so f'd up lately...schoolwork...even volleyball's messed up...i feel like i have nothin stable in my life because everythin just seems to be goin wrong...nothing's the same any more and i can't stand it...i just seriously wanna scream and just run away from it all.........
yeah idk...it all just sucks and i'm tired of it...there never seems to be a break...i'll finish one project...and then get assigned two more...then there will be a test...n then a paper...ugh...i just keep fuckin everythin up...in like every aspect of my life...thats why it sucks so much...i cant seem to do anything right...and when u have nothin good to hold on to...its just like whats the point...and u give up
but w/e...hopefully things will get better :/