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We had to put symoure down today. Last saturday i noticed that he was having difficulty breathing, so i took him to the vet on monday. They told me that he had developed feline asthma, gave him 2 shots, and prescribed him antibiotics, but told me to bring him back in on either wed. or fri. for a check up. My dad brought him in today, they took some more x-rays and did some lab work, and it turns out he had cancer in his lungs and possibly his digestive system.. his GI track was shutting down and so where his kidneys.. and anything that they did for him would have just prolonged his life, not make it better. My parents kind of left the decision up to me. My mom, Ainsley, and I rode up to the vet so that i could be there with him when he died. That was the worst experience of my life. Watching my cat die right in front of me. He jerked and his tongue stuck out.. it was just horrible. I love that cat so much. We buried him in our backyard. Before we put him in i pet one last time.. but i couldn't look at his face. His eyes were still open.. but his pupils were dilated and just vacant. I've been crying off and on ever since.