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this isn't meant to offend or directed towards anyone in specific... just thoughts. and if it makes you all hate me more than you already do... whatev. I've learned to deal with the fact that once I left you all never wanted to be my friend anymore...
but seriously... look at what's going on. I hear things and I just think... don't you see why I left? I mean giving it up was hard and that's probably why I separated myself from people for awhile... but do you seriously want to spend that nice chunk of money on something that continuously pisses you off, doesn't get you anywhere, and everyday you wake up like dammit i have to do this shit today!
I couldn't tell at what point shit went down the drain, but no one cared then when we coulda stopped it. I couldn't and I knew that. Most of you knew that during my year of officery. That's probably why you treat me the way you do now. That among of few others.
i realize it was the wrong way to go about it, but seriously... i don't regret it. look at what's going on. I'm ashamed now to even mention that I USED to be a part of it. No one understands how it used to be. It's all fucked up now. I know, i spend 3 1/2 years of my time dedicated to it. For what? I'm ashamed to see what we've become. Yeah, there are some people who still kick ass and i chat with nicely when i see them... but based on experience, most of you are fake ass people who pretend to like everyone then say fuck that bitch behind their backs. I've seen you do it to eachother. Is that how the sorority trained you to be? I thought the idea was to be rather than to see to be... that's not even close to how you treat eachother.
and I know you're thinking, what the fuck does she know, she hasn't been around for almost a year. But you're also thinking that because you're scared cuz you know I'm right. The only people that can make it better are yourselves. Maybe if everyone stopped being cliquey and stopped being fake and cheap whores you and the campus might start to respect you again. I remember when we thought we'd be the next Sigma Kappa... respected, liked, BIG!... now that's all fallen to shit. When did we become the whore sorority? Only because you've made it that way. When did we become the very last sorority anyone wanted to join? You made it that way.
I'm glad I'm not a part of it. It's just too bad that something good can't be done to help. Even alum won't help. Have you asked them? I suppose that's right, you've never been motivated to do anything... ever. Unless it directly benefitted you.
hate me now even more if you like, love me for being blunt and honest. I've learned to not care. the real friends I have are still here... and there's about 2 of you out there. I don't need someone pretending to my face. would you?
then why do it to eachother?
but seriously... look at what's going on. I hear things and I just think... don't you see why I left? I mean giving it up was hard and that's probably why I separated myself from people for awhile... but do you seriously want to spend that nice chunk of money on something that continuously pisses you off, doesn't get you anywhere, and everyday you wake up like dammit i have to do this shit today!
I couldn't tell at what point shit went down the drain, but no one cared then when we coulda stopped it. I couldn't and I knew that. Most of you knew that during my year of officery. That's probably why you treat me the way you do now. That among of few others.
i realize it was the wrong way to go about it, but seriously... i don't regret it. look at what's going on. I'm ashamed now to even mention that I USED to be a part of it. No one understands how it used to be. It's all fucked up now. I know, i spend 3 1/2 years of my time dedicated to it. For what? I'm ashamed to see what we've become. Yeah, there are some people who still kick ass and i chat with nicely when i see them... but based on experience, most of you are fake ass people who pretend to like everyone then say fuck that bitch behind their backs. I've seen you do it to eachother. Is that how the sorority trained you to be? I thought the idea was to be rather than to see to be... that's not even close to how you treat eachother.
and I know you're thinking, what the fuck does she know, she hasn't been around for almost a year. But you're also thinking that because you're scared cuz you know I'm right. The only people that can make it better are yourselves. Maybe if everyone stopped being cliquey and stopped being fake and cheap whores you and the campus might start to respect you again. I remember when we thought we'd be the next Sigma Kappa... respected, liked, BIG!... now that's all fallen to shit. When did we become the whore sorority? Only because you've made it that way. When did we become the very last sorority anyone wanted to join? You made it that way.
I'm glad I'm not a part of it. It's just too bad that something good can't be done to help. Even alum won't help. Have you asked them? I suppose that's right, you've never been motivated to do anything... ever. Unless it directly benefitted you.
hate me now even more if you like, love me for being blunt and honest. I've learned to not care. the real friends I have are still here... and there's about 2 of you out there. I don't need someone pretending to my face. would you?
then why do it to eachother?