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I realize how that last entry could've seemed bitchy but I swear it wasn't meant to be. I don't know, try to see it from my perspective--- I have no friends! I'm homeschooled. I also live in Derry, that's 45 minutes from Nashua, so I don't see everyone everyday like all of you do. So of course, I'm going to use as much weekend as I possibly can to spend with my friends. See?
I just wrote it because I was sick of getting treated the way I do because everyone I assumes I'm something I'm not. Everyone has this image of me that I'm bitchy and think I'm better than everyone else. Ummm wow, really not even close actually. If you knew me at all, you'd know that i hate conflict, I don't talk about a lot of people, and in most cases I stick up for almost anyone even if we're not friends or if you don't even like me. Yeah I'm a little rough around the edges sometimes, but that's because I don't like getting stepped on, and call it a self-defense mechanism if you want. Also, I reeeally don't think I'm better than anyone at all. In fact, I have lots of issues with how I look, how I act, how I dance, and even my art skills. I'm really sensitive about those things. If I've been excluding anyone, it's honestly probably because I don't trust you or I don't trust people in general. Because I don't. And I don't think a lot of you can blame me for that.
I just wrote it because I was sick of getting treated the way I do because everyone I assumes I'm something I'm not. Everyone has this image of me that I'm bitchy and think I'm better than everyone else. Ummm wow, really not even close actually. If you knew me at all, you'd know that i hate conflict, I don't talk about a lot of people, and in most cases I stick up for almost anyone even if we're not friends or if you don't even like me. Yeah I'm a little rough around the edges sometimes, but that's because I don't like getting stepped on, and call it a self-defense mechanism if you want. Also, I reeeally don't think I'm better than anyone at all. In fact, I have lots of issues with how I look, how I act, how I dance, and even my art skills. I'm really sensitive about those things. If I've been excluding anyone, it's honestly probably because I don't trust you or I don't trust people in general. Because I don't. And I don't think a lot of you can blame me for that.