I hate things
life seems to suck even more now than it ever has the only thing that keeps me together is julia but i get the feeling that she doesnt realize that i get the feeling that she doesnt know the depth of my feelings for her everytime i think of her i get happy but lately ive been really sad because i dont get to see or speak to her as much as i want too i jst wish things arent the way the are sometimes i miss her so much it hurts.