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this all doesn't seem to be working out very well. i am starting to feel as if it isn't really worth the struggle anymore. i am so tired of being sad all the time. i am so tired of my opinions and feelings not being taken seriously. i am so damn tired. i feel trapped. there is something seriously wrong when i feel grateful for even a little acknowledgement of my presence. i really don't think i can do this anymore and yet i am so very afraid of the alternatives.