Dear god, why?

Nov 10, 2008 11:46

Why is it over? I don't understand...

Sean is no longer my boyfriend... he broke up with me after third period, saying something along the lines of "We don't have an emotional connection anymore, and I don't want to force our relationship".

He was the best thing to ever happen to me, the light of my life.
I've never been in love with someone so much before...
and now..
it's gone.
Just like that.
Gone.
It feels like my heart has been ripped out, all the joy taken out of my life...

God, I don't think I can let him go. I can't see it... I've told him so much.. he's made me happy. Truly happy...
What did I do? God, why? Why now? Why him? Why me?

I really can't stop crying, and I feel god awful....
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