I...wow
So... I'm rather taken aback. I should be sleeping - and I was but I woke up, this crossed my mind and my computer was still on b/c I was seeding-
ANYWAY
What was on my mind. Matt's actually... shown actual signs of WANTING to see me. It just kind of surprised me. I was over there a few days and when I talked about needing to go home he kept asking me if I was sure. If it's what I wanted to do. Normally he doesn't do such a thing. I kind of wonder if he's worried about something in relation to me.. But anyway, I didn't linger on it and placed it int eh back of my mind.
Then today he asked me what I'd be doing. I'm going to be asking my father to run me to the Tom Thumb up there around 11-ish and then going home. I don't know what plans my father has for the day, I don't want to eat up his time etc.,etc. And he answers "Well maybe you could have him drop you off over here" !
It sounds kind of silly, we've been together 6 years now and I'm getting all excited about this. It's just that the convo usually goes "Do you want me to come over?" "Do you want to see me?" or "What are we doing ___?" Always asking what I want or just auto-assuming we'll see each other because of the habit. No solid, not to be disputed sign that he wants to see me and isn't just spending time with me because it's the ritual etc., etc. Uhg, why am I tearing up! Anyway, going back to bed now.
ANYWAY
What was on my mind. Matt's actually... shown actual signs of WANTING to see me. It just kind of surprised me. I was over there a few days and when I talked about needing to go home he kept asking me if I was sure. If it's what I wanted to do. Normally he doesn't do such a thing. I kind of wonder if he's worried about something in relation to me.. But anyway, I didn't linger on it and placed it int eh back of my mind.
Then today he asked me what I'd be doing. I'm going to be asking my father to run me to the Tom Thumb up there around 11-ish and then going home. I don't know what plans my father has for the day, I don't want to eat up his time etc.,etc. And he answers "Well maybe you could have him drop you off over here" !
It sounds kind of silly, we've been together 6 years now and I'm getting all excited about this. It's just that the convo usually goes "Do you want me to come over?" "Do you want to see me?" or "What are we doing ___?" Always asking what I want or just auto-assuming we'll see each other because of the habit. No solid, not to be disputed sign that he wants to see me and isn't just spending time with me because it's the ritual etc., etc. Uhg, why am I tearing up! Anyway, going back to bed now.