Mar 12, 2005 15:28
i just got home from work. i was supposed to work until about 8 tonight, but Stephanie said she'd work for me. she needs the money more than i do. so yeah. i'm sitting here updating. Anthony just called his mom. i guess he wants me to take him there tonight. i dont want him to go, but there's nothing i can do about it.
so i'm still really depressed. i wish there was something i could do about it. but there isnt. i hope kristen comes home tonight. i dont want to be alone. plus, i need to talk to her about a whole lotta stuff. she told me to come pick her up tonight, so i'm guessing she's coming home. maybe she'll have pot. we can get stoned and talk. i can express my feelings a lot more when i'm stoned. i need to get a lot of shit out. i've got too much on my mind. and she's the only person who will care enough to listen. and give advice.
anyway, Cazy and Brandt are here. we're gonna go up to Jimmy's to smoke. ta ta.