Jun 29, 2005 21:28
mom and the 4 kids and michael left for texas on saturday, and would not call us/anyone or answer anyone's phone calls to them until this morning. neurotic woman. everyone was freakin out. whatev.
its been a crazy emotional few days, just because. dont know what i'm going to do for fourth of july, but certainely hope i'm not required to remain w/ my family, at least not too long. i like them and all, but i'm going nuts. thats summer. wanted to lay out today, but hanna got me up at 1130 and we finished watching rush hour 2 and then went to victorias secret and bed bath/beyond and then sonic and mandeville bakeshop... came home watched tv/movies cooked chicken ate watched tv... its so nice w/ no one here. dad informed me that he was going to california(orange beach) not tampa. soooooo jealous! i miss california. u know, canada is gonna be hell. i dont know why i committed to all that. so so so basically, keep all knives away from me b/c i have really disturbing thoughts when i deal w/ knives, and gash just lock me up now. i swear i cant controll my nutty thoughts lately. greenbriar mental hospital here i come. thats all.