Ryan
I feel really bad for my brother right now. He's going threw a really bad time with his dad as usual. I guess Karen * Ryans fathers blow up doll* called up my sister the other day and was talkin shit about chrissy to her them michelle wrote them a huge letter about all the shit michaels done and hasn't done. And it got into pretty big detail. As much detail as she actually said good stuff about my dad.
When I was talking to chrissy today she said that ryan didn't come out and say it but she could tell that ryan was really hurting over the corey situation. She was saying how here he is with a father who doesn't love him and the man he's considered his dad and always will just found his biological son. It was sad to hear that. Cus ryan isn't really good at expressing his feelings to anyone besides like chrissy. I think its just so sad that their father doesn't love them and they try so hard to get him to. I kinda know what that feels like. Some people i know and am related to dont really show their emotion towards me and i can't tell if he loves me or not. Like i kno he does but he just doesn't show it. He did when i was younger but not as much now. I sucks how everything changes when you get older. The connection that use to be there disapears after a while. I just wish things were like they use to be. I would do anything to be able to rewind time and keep it there before everything happened. Before the divorce, before any problems, before family drama. Just back when i lived at seven spings before the big issue that happened. There were no problems with michael, there were no problems with siblings, people actually showed how they felt at that exact time.
When I was talking to chrissy today she said that ryan didn't come out and say it but she could tell that ryan was really hurting over the corey situation. She was saying how here he is with a father who doesn't love him and the man he's considered his dad and always will just found his biological son. It was sad to hear that. Cus ryan isn't really good at expressing his feelings to anyone besides like chrissy. I think its just so sad that their father doesn't love them and they try so hard to get him to. I kinda know what that feels like. Some people i know and am related to dont really show their emotion towards me and i can't tell if he loves me or not. Like i kno he does but he just doesn't show it. He did when i was younger but not as much now. I sucks how everything changes when you get older. The connection that use to be there disapears after a while. I just wish things were like they use to be. I would do anything to be able to rewind time and keep it there before everything happened. Before the divorce, before any problems, before family drama. Just back when i lived at seven spings before the big issue that happened. There were no problems with michael, there were no problems with siblings, people actually showed how they felt at that exact time.