im sorry im not a better person
they say its good to write out your feelings ,it helps you vent,all it does to me is remind me why im miserable.i hate trying to talk to an adult about it because they turn around and attack you and say its your fault you feel that way ,you choose to feel that way blah blah bulshit bullshit its a teen thing,stop being self centered,the world doesnt revolve around you ,stop being selfish .........gah.
cant they jus listen and not put thier 2 cents in it?its like when i want their opinion they give it to me but when i dont want it t hey give it to me.
whats going on with me?why do i feel so distant ?am i distancing myself from everyone?who am i supposed to go to or help ....i need these answers.
why am i such a bad friend ?
some of my friends annoy me and i dont tell them ,does that mean im being fake?i hooked up with a guy that was somewhat involved with my friend ..they werent together ...so that means i didnt cheat right?ohhh who am i kidding
i just need to disappear ...i need to stop being that annoying bug buzzing in everyones ear ..
thank god my friends dont have lj or anyone really i know ...im glad they cant read this
cant they jus listen and not put thier 2 cents in it?its like when i want their opinion they give it to me but when i dont want it t hey give it to me.
whats going on with me?why do i feel so distant ?am i distancing myself from everyone?who am i supposed to go to or help ....i need these answers.
why am i such a bad friend ?
some of my friends annoy me and i dont tell them ,does that mean im being fake?i hooked up with a guy that was somewhat involved with my friend ..they werent together ...so that means i didnt cheat right?ohhh who am i kidding
i just need to disappear ...i need to stop being that annoying bug buzzing in everyones ear ..
thank god my friends dont have lj or anyone really i know ...im glad they cant read this