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Something has changed and I am not sure what. I fell like my best friend doesnt really care too much anymore. But maybe I am being selfish about her time. I mean we can not always hang out all the time. But she is really good comfort and I feel secure with her. I mean last week we were inseperable and now I have not seen eachother at all for the last week of school. I have a feeling I will not see her much this summer. I feel like that might take a toll on our friendship. I am not sure if staying in fresno might be the best for me. But I enjoy it up here. I want more guidance. I need direction. I hate feeling empty.ahhhh four letter words. and a four letter name. fuck I hate my teenage years.