Aug 23, 2005 23:46
Got my right eyebrow pierced today, me and mom are going to get our eyebrows pierced next thursday. It's our form of mother daughter bonding. Her first piercing and my 5th. I might go ahead and get the center of my lip done at the same time, I can't make up my mind. I was going to shave my head out of irritation last night, but dad wouldn't let me, probably for the better.
I feel out of place once again in my own life. I'm not sure I belong anywhere or in just one place. Reality just wont slap me in the face to show me the truth any more. I don't think reality likes me. Zaynes birthday is coming up in a few days, he'll be 1. He makes me proud, I think he's the only one in this world anymore that keeps me sane. Mom's going further and further insane the more we have these kids, and Alex is going to have a black eye soon. Starting to think I'm running out of life choices, I'm starting to feel more and more out of control of my life. Well where ever the fates take me let it be peaceful.
Tootles