and because you once had hope it will taunt you for the rest of your life.
fuck everything and everyone and the only people who bring me joy and fuck my life over so much it kills me. godamnit!!! i want to actually mean somthing to a boy one of these days.fuck everything. what the hell kind of world is it where an 18 year old girl can suddenly realize there is no such thing as love... because there isnt, just a bunch of selfish people who want to feel like they mean somthing. and no i dont want any fucking 'oh i love you' bullshit from every one whos mananged to hold a "meaningful" relationship. because you have no idea.
now im going to go drink until i pass out.dont expect me in a wonderful mood tomorow.
now im going to go drink until i pass out.dont expect me in a wonderful mood tomorow.