Too many part 2!!!!!!!!!!
WoW so where was i?>? i think i was talking about how Mingus Changed my life thinking and everything into perspective! OH The crzyest thing that happened was when i was working at Arbys! I think what happened there changed me too! Mingus changed Every BAD thing in me! I just cant explain it!!!!! But on my tenth month being there i couldnt handle it anymore! Girls EVERYWHERE!! ESRS eVERYWHERE!! i hated hearing the screams of the tourchor! and the cutting and the blood and the nasty things the girls were doing to eachother! I only had one real REAL friend there and sad to say shes still up there when i visited this december! she ran up to me and kissed my cheek! i miss her! shes only fifteen old enough to be my sis! but my friend she is anywho back to my story, the tenth month was when my whole team decieded it was time for me to get out of the High placement and do a step down treatment and see how i could handle being down in phoenix! that month i had alot of break downs and alot of Self abuse! i hated being there my staff had to get in my face to make me stop hating myself so! i hated life at that moment cuz i was scared of leaving and then again reliefeD! but a my elventh month i left almost a year! i left in march and went to florence crittenton! when i first arrived there i was nervous! i heard alot of rumors and alot of garbage from people up from prescott valley! so i decieded to make my own assumptions and face it! but when i walked in i saw to girls go at it! omg! i still hate the way girls treat eachother it disgusts me! gosh@@@@!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I learned alot there too! the main thing is its all in your head! And dont let other people make you mad! oh boy! i was so pissed when this girl threw eggs in my face! i sat up and sat back down i didnt think it was worth fighting someone who stooped that low! But heather pulled me away from the girls who were laughing in my face and calling me a chicken for not kicking her butt! but i am the bigger person! i didnt hit her so hard she would be on the ground! that madE me feel more better! im glad i didnt! im such a bigger person than that girl! i doont even remember what we were talking about! oh i think it was about moving?!?! idk!! After 3 months or so i was being interviewed for group homes in phoenix! and the crazyiest thing! My first interview was by a christian based group home for girls 5-18 and they accepted me! i loved it there so much! okay i gotta go to sleep nnooowww!! write more later!
I learned alot there too! the main thing is its all in your head! And dont let other people make you mad! oh boy! i was so pissed when this girl threw eggs in my face! i sat up and sat back down i didnt think it was worth fighting someone who stooped that low! But heather pulled me away from the girls who were laughing in my face and calling me a chicken for not kicking her butt! but i am the bigger person! i didnt hit her so hard she would be on the ground! that madE me feel more better! im glad i didnt! im such a bigger person than that girl! i doont even remember what we were talking about! oh i think it was about moving?!?! idk!! After 3 months or so i was being interviewed for group homes in phoenix! and the crazyiest thing! My first interview was by a christian based group home for girls 5-18 and they accepted me! i loved it there so much! okay i gotta go to sleep nnooowww!! write more later!