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i can't keep doing this. i need someone to come hold my hands and walk me through the things i need to do. i'm not healthy. i know this. i'm sick of people telling me to forget about him, to move one, to smile, to forget about the whole thing, like it's that easy. but 7 months later i shouldn't still be crying myself to sleep. i don't even care i'm now a manager at work or almost done w/ school. do it all because it's expected of me, but i don't see the point.