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i cannot even stand my step father. I basically not only told him to shut up, but that I wanted him to suffocate today. I think he was pretty pissed, but i just don't care anymore. He hasn't seen me change into a person where i'm more likely to speak my mind and less likely to take his stupid bullshit. the man has nearly any redeeming qualities, and i just can't live with him. he cannot communicate with anyone. i can't even put into words how i feel. the frustrtation is just so...frustrating haha. fuck.
also, do i really have the guts to get out of here? I never thought I could leave home, but the more i think about it, the more it sounds like something that I could do, and also WANT to do. but we'll see. thats a little while away.
also, do i really have the guts to get out of here? I never thought I could leave home, but the more i think about it, the more it sounds like something that I could do, and also WANT to do. but we'll see. thats a little while away.