i l*ve you.

[fawks787]

up, down
asleep, awake
hither and thither
but i am here my dear
i stay still, i promise.

i sat here thinking,
awoken - in many senses
waiting for words to come
of green eyes or forevers
but i am dark now.

when i was a small boy,
i was quick and chattery
no one could shut me up,
- ever -
now i'm older and i've worked it out of myself
and i am not sad of it - sorry!

but this is this,
i take so long to conjure the simplest expressions
they don't always come in eruptive laughters
or lilting rhymes
or generously joculative jabs (of thy tongue)
but it comes from the bottom.