about 2 months into school...
So its been a few weeks now ( i think almost 8) and things are rough. My classes are fun its just they are quite difficult as well. I am struggling in AP Bio and Stats. Im good in english but the work load is still tough. Its very difficult to balance and manage school and the horses and the office job. Im extremely grateful for my jobs as i get money for college and experience, but i still wish i had more time in the day.
In other news, ive become quite fond of a guy friend of mine. He has a girlfriend its true, but i cant help but wonder 'what if?'. I can still enjoy being with him ( and his hugs) as just friends. Its better this way. I mean he's utterly blissful with her and I refuse to try or even think of taking that away from him for my own happiness. Thats just greedy. So as i said before, being just friends is the only and best way right now. I'll just focus on other guys, i do have quite a few as friends.
I went to see phantom of the opera in LA as well last week. I saw it before but i got better seats and it wasnt a fieldtrip so me and my dad got to walk around. We went to Graumans Chinese Theatre (saw the hp trio's hand feet and wand prints!) and Madame Tussauds Wax Museum ( creepily realistic even up close). We had a nice dinner at an italian place. The only downer o the night was some random guy hollering at my dad to "slap his wife in the but". How the hell am I to feel in response to this? My dad is about 50 and no offense, pretty much looks it. I dont think i looked that old.I mean i dress very maturely, especially that night, but wife? Screw it, im not gonna honor this occurence with any more thought. It was a very nice night overall, damn near perfect. I love hanging out with my Daddy :)
To wrap up, I had to find a quote for english class tomorrow. Here's what i chose:
"These violent delights have violent ends
And in their triumph die; like fire and powder,
Which, as they kiss, consume; the sweetest honey
Is loathsome in his own deliciousness,
And in the taste confounds the appetite:
Therefore love moderately; long love doth so;
Too swift arrives as tardy as too slow."
Romeo & Juliet, Act II Scene VI. William Shakespeare