Mar 12, 2004 09:03
I talked to the Boy last night to make sure that he would be okay with an addition I wanted to make to the guest list. After talking, clearing up some things, and reasoning together, we came to an agreement. (Meaning, of course, that he saw things my way. "Yes, dear. You're absolutely right, dear." :-p) *sigh* This is all so new for me still... having a fellow who cares enough to be concerned with my needs. I still fight feelings of unworthiness, but that's to be expected, I suppose. Someday... maybe when I've been loved enough to realize that I deserve love just because I'm a human being. So the plans are set, and we'll have fun, and I'm *so* ready for him to get here tonight. The tortellini's in the fridge so I can fake being a domestic goddess. Now, if only this day would pass quickly....