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I guess I'm going to revise my friends list here in the next couple days.
Few reasons for that.
Firstly - I don't write in this journal for approval. I don't write in it for negative commentary. I write in it partially for my own benefit and partially so that people (that I think should know, if they choose to) know what's going on with me and my brain. I don't know why I should have to bother writing this.... I thought it was at least somewhat "duh". If you don't like it, don't read it. But, since peole are unwilling to do this, that leads me to point 2.
Secondly - I hang onto the past too much. I have some morbid fascination with trying to pretend that some things don't change. But they do, obviously. It's time I let go of my past, let go of things that don't belong to me anymore, let go of a time and place that no longer exists. And, better yet, quit trying to pretend that people might care when they actually don't.
Thirdly - I realize you don't give a shit, so you don't need to read it :)
Few reasons for that.
Firstly - I don't write in this journal for approval. I don't write in it for negative commentary. I write in it partially for my own benefit and partially so that people (that I think should know, if they choose to) know what's going on with me and my brain. I don't know why I should have to bother writing this.... I thought it was at least somewhat "duh". If you don't like it, don't read it. But, since peole are unwilling to do this, that leads me to point 2.
Secondly - I hang onto the past too much. I have some morbid fascination with trying to pretend that some things don't change. But they do, obviously. It's time I let go of my past, let go of things that don't belong to me anymore, let go of a time and place that no longer exists. And, better yet, quit trying to pretend that people might care when they actually don't.
Thirdly - I realize you don't give a shit, so you don't need to read it :)