i'm pretty sure you're a vaginaface and i hate you
so i went out to 15th street with a(boy) tonight and have an interesting time. there's only so much intellectual conversation i can have before fat ladies eating fried chicken dipped in cake frosting turns in to THE funniest thing i've ever heard. so we chatted, drinked, moved out of the bar area to listen to some girl sing. then i got bored and suggested we head our seperate ways... after navigating back to my car half a mile away. i knew where i was going, however he did not i believe. alcohol does that to you.
h(girl) did not call me back to let me know if they were back in vancouver so we could hang out at the half time. i'm mad at her now.
a(girl) did not call me back either after i left her a message stating that i would be down for a little hanging out later. whatever, i think she hates me.
so i didn't get any action tonight, not even some girl action... but i did get some girl hugs from (l)girl who i haven't seen for years and we talked. and it was nice. and longing girl hugs really do something to a guy. i missed her so much and want to socialize with her soon. now the trick is, finding her on myspace.
and talk about a blast from the motherfuckin' past, i got a message from c(boy) today who i haven't seen nor talked to since i was living in arizona. he randomly looked up people from this area cuz he moved back to vancouver and found me without realizing it. he thought i looked familiar. wow. still can't believe. he thought i was cute. i thought he was too young and a racist. go fig. but drugs will make a person crazy, and if we socialize tomorrow hopefully i will find out that he's not crazy anymore... and i know for a fact that he is legal now. we'll see.
wednesday at panic wasn't the best, though for being as sick as i was, i did put on a smiling face when i wasn't yelling at motherfuckin' douchbags for elbowing me in the back or adam's apple. but i think s(girl) enjoyed herself and got lots of pictures and that's the most important part. i'm pretty sure i made some girl's night and helped 2 others from getting spread from our little front row family. random, i saw this fuzzy dreadlockish/ears guaged boy who i met at fuzion bubble tea a while back. i was like, "wow, i recognize that hair and those talons... IT'S THAT BOY FROM BUBBLE TEA!" and he was just smiling and it made me smile inside even though i was yelling at that dumb bitch blond to get her fucking arm away from my face.
okay, time for bed. i reconstructed my room today and redesigned my bed with the memory foam i have and i'm looking forward to lying on it for the next however many hours.
h(girl) did not call me back to let me know if they were back in vancouver so we could hang out at the half time. i'm mad at her now.
a(girl) did not call me back either after i left her a message stating that i would be down for a little hanging out later. whatever, i think she hates me.
so i didn't get any action tonight, not even some girl action... but i did get some girl hugs from (l)girl who i haven't seen for years and we talked. and it was nice. and longing girl hugs really do something to a guy. i missed her so much and want to socialize with her soon. now the trick is, finding her on myspace.
and talk about a blast from the motherfuckin' past, i got a message from c(boy) today who i haven't seen nor talked to since i was living in arizona. he randomly looked up people from this area cuz he moved back to vancouver and found me without realizing it. he thought i looked familiar. wow. still can't believe. he thought i was cute. i thought he was too young and a racist. go fig. but drugs will make a person crazy, and if we socialize tomorrow hopefully i will find out that he's not crazy anymore... and i know for a fact that he is legal now. we'll see.
wednesday at panic wasn't the best, though for being as sick as i was, i did put on a smiling face when i wasn't yelling at motherfuckin' douchbags for elbowing me in the back or adam's apple. but i think s(girl) enjoyed herself and got lots of pictures and that's the most important part. i'm pretty sure i made some girl's night and helped 2 others from getting spread from our little front row family. random, i saw this fuzzy dreadlockish/ears guaged boy who i met at fuzion bubble tea a while back. i was like, "wow, i recognize that hair and those talons... IT'S THAT BOY FROM BUBBLE TEA!" and he was just smiling and it made me smile inside even though i was yelling at that dumb bitch blond to get her fucking arm away from my face.
okay, time for bed. i reconstructed my room today and redesigned my bed with the memory foam i have and i'm looking forward to lying on it for the next however many hours.