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I have to take the time RIGHT NOW, in a rare moment of joy, to express how good I feel. Things have been getting me down so much lately! Yesterday I went on a birds field trip, and froze my bum but got some nice hiking in and saw some local winter birds, including a dead chickadee. Holding that baby was a turning point in my mental state, because it was SO darn amazing... and worthwhile. The whole day was so beautiful and inspirational. We saw rabbit tracks down in the preserve, and revisited Nutchatch Hollow (home of Meg and Alex... one day). I miss Meggy but I'm really excited to see her when she gets back and just have the best year ever next year! I'm getting closer to the Katester by the day... she is good people... and closer to my man (we are 90% officially moving in together next year). I am obsessively organizing everything these days-- anything to get my mind clear. (My mind hasn't been clear). I put my ipod on random all day as I studied for archaeology and organized and it was a very very good mix that came out... and the past few songs have been really jolly and pumped me up. So I am OK. I miss my sister and brother and mom. I can't wait for my apartment. I lost all my money on nothing again. Oh well. =D