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i have been trying so hard to be a champ and i feel like its paying off. its weird! i've been very happy these days. this is going to be bad when it ends. i'm not that worried, i guess- the futures looking pretty alright. i might be able to graduate in may 2010 like i'm supposed to, but i don't know whats next. i guess i could be a real tech in a cytogenetics lab but lately its been kind of a drag down there. a lot of sitting. on one hand, i like getting paid for doing nothing, but on the other hand i think i would rather be experiencing rather than just studying and reading. i think i want to work with people's guts. i know thats totally gross but its fascinating. a person came to my house claiming to be a healer and it was retardedly goofy and totally inspirational all at once. i think i want to try and be more of a healer.