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sooo my life has been reduced to stupid clerical tasks and i'm so tired of it. I mean, I think my house is super rad and I appreciate it, but come on! a girl can only take so many trips to target to buy boring shit like curtain rods and Febreze. i don't want to wait for the electrician. i don't want to sit around and set up the internet. so here I am, I'm saying fuck this, school is starting and my domestic goddess side is dead. R.I.P. I'm tired of feeling pressured by people to be a certain way. I'm not saying that I feel pressured to be hip or cool or whatever, I just can't say no. i'm always trying to please someone and i honestly don't know what i would do if I had the choice. i hate that. let me say it again i hate that. i dont even know who i am any more and this has been going on all summer. im done. summers over and so is this shit.
so, school. i guess im excited but then i expect to be disappointed. another year of orange bitches and douchey dude-bros. dont get me wrong there are some champs at school, but last year i met a million completely unremarkable people. thats the worst. i try soooo hard not to be one of those unremarkable, mediocre girls.
so i just read that negative shit over and daaaamn i think i might be dissatisfied with my life
something has to change, what now?
so, school. i guess im excited but then i expect to be disappointed. another year of orange bitches and douchey dude-bros. dont get me wrong there are some champs at school, but last year i met a million completely unremarkable people. thats the worst. i try soooo hard not to be one of those unremarkable, mediocre girls.
so i just read that negative shit over and daaaamn i think i might be dissatisfied with my life
something has to change, what now?