God Must Have Spent
I'm freaking emotional right now. But before you have a conclusion of your own, I think it's partially hormones, documentary and music. I've been watching Extraordinary People, of stories of people who are not as fortunate as the most of us but yet are still so strong, who still love life fiercely and wanna keep fighting. I doubt I can ever have that kind of spirit as much as I want to. Most of us fall into these 2 categories, those who fear death and those who love life. I suppose I fall somewhere in the middle skewed towards loving life though. But there are people born with so many difficulties, fate has already sentenced them to a life story that most would find miserable but yet, they never hated life (at least from what I perceived from the documentary. I mean, of course at some point they might have but still, they loved life enough to wanna fight). They have every reason to hate life, to be resentful of how things panned out for them but yet they fight, live life to the fullest, make people feel good about their condition. And some of them are so sweet leh omg, I watch already cry like tsunami okay. I don't think I can ever understand why such nice and sweet people have to suffer such fates. Aiyo, really heart pain leh and they have such a strong soul, and they, random lah but always dream of the future, wanna find a partner, someone who can look past all their flaws and disability to see how beautiful they are inside. To be honest, I think they are beautiful. And I wonder what I have ever done to deserve the life I have. I'm crying as I'm typing hahaha.
Anyway, I think you get my point. On a slightly different note, all these documentaries that I've watched are about people born with defects. You know how sad I felt a not! And how scared I was. PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY my babies will be healthy leh. There is nothing I want more.
So yep, music wise, I'm listening to Boyce Avenue's cover of God Must Have Spent. HAHA I almost forgot how much I loved this song, damn romantic. HAHAHA.
And I'm really grateful for my life. And gosh, stop this emotional streak HAHAHA.
Yeah....
Oh yes
Ohhh..yeah..
Can this be true?
Tell me, can this be real?
How can I put into words what I feel?
My life was complete
I thought I was whole
Why do I feel like I'm losing control?
I never thought that love could feel like this
and you've changed my world with just one kiss.
How can it be that right here with me
there's an angel?
It's a miracle...
Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret
That I never could keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must have spent...
A little more time
On you...
(A little more time, yes he did baby)
In all of creation
All things great and small
You are the one that surpasses them all
More precious than
Any diamond or pearl
They broke the mold
When you came in this world
And I'm trying hard to figure out
Just how I ever did without
The warmth of your smile
The heart of a child
That's deep inside
Leaves me purified
Anyway, I think you get my point. On a slightly different note, all these documentaries that I've watched are about people born with defects. You know how sad I felt a not! And how scared I was. PRAY PRAY PRAY PRAY my babies will be healthy leh. There is nothing I want more.
So yep, music wise, I'm listening to Boyce Avenue's cover of God Must Have Spent. HAHA I almost forgot how much I loved this song, damn romantic. HAHAHA.
And I'm really grateful for my life. And gosh, stop this emotional streak HAHAHA.
Yeah....
Oh yes
Ohhh..yeah..
Can this be true?
Tell me, can this be real?
How can I put into words what I feel?
My life was complete
I thought I was whole
Why do I feel like I'm losing control?
I never thought that love could feel like this
and you've changed my world with just one kiss.
How can it be that right here with me
there's an angel?
It's a miracle...
Your love is like a river
Peaceful and deep
Your soul is like a secret
That I never could keep
When I look into your eyes
I know that it's true
God must have spent...
A little more time
On you...
(A little more time, yes he did baby)
In all of creation
All things great and small
You are the one that surpasses them all
More precious than
Any diamond or pearl
They broke the mold
When you came in this world
And I'm trying hard to figure out
Just how I ever did without
The warmth of your smile
The heart of a child
That's deep inside
Leaves me purified