2013 RESOLUTION
2013 is soon upon us and I suppose this means it's time to visit my resolution. I'm not really resolved I think, I just want to live life to the fullest but the resolution helps me keep track of things I want.
So let's revisit 2012's resolution.
1) More poems
2) More healthy living
3) Be more encouraging and be generous with praises
4) No more discriminating jokes
5) No boyfriend ( at least till October. Cfm must win the bet with kristy HA HA HA)
6) Stay close to family and be my siblings' best friend
7) Close knitted friendships
8) Cut down on 1-1 boy girl outings
9) Try to clarify or hint as best as possible to people I'm not dating that it's not a date
10) No more heartbreaking
add-ons
1) First R21 movie at the cinema ( Girl with the dragon tattoo with maoking HA HA HA)
2) First scuba diving experience
3) First complete story
4) First Pilates lesson
5) First dancing lesson
6) First ukulele lesson at a school
7) First electric uke ( Yes peanut, you!)
8) First complete original
9) First mega awesome countdown party ha ha ( Maybe I'll organise)
10) First real halloween party ( I can't rmb what I did for last halloween so well, not eventful)
11) Create something annual for BFFLs heehee
HAHAHA. Terrible. Resolution 5 is a joke, really. But either way, I'm glad I finally found someone who I feel is deserving of my love and most importantly, makes me feel deserving of his love. I stopped feeling resentful or that I don't deserve happiness at all. I just feel like this is meant to be. Mom asked me today if I feel like this is the happiest moment of my life (coz that was what she felt) and to be honest, I felt like this before few years back, like I had everything in my life but this is better, this feels so real and yes, I feel so happy and so lucky at the same time! I never felt so lucky before! hahaha.
So anyway, in 2012, many things happened and I'm glad for all of them. Turns out to be a better year than I expected. I thought 2012 would suck because I didn't deserve a good 2012 but I guess things have their way of working out. I grew quite a bit in 2012 as well I think and I went on my first YEP trip which is like huge for me! Like finally!
So, for 2013
1) Stay close with the family
2) Effort to talk to close buddies at least once a month
3) Exercise regularly
4) Learn cooking HAHAHA
5) Scuba Dive (plssssssssssss)
THAT IS IT HAHAHAHAHAHA
So let's revisit 2012's resolution.
1) More poems
2) More healthy living
3) Be more encouraging and be generous with praises
4) No more discriminating jokes
5) No boyfriend ( at least till October. Cfm must win the bet with kristy HA HA HA)
6) Stay close to family and be my siblings' best friend
7) Close knitted friendships
8) Cut down on 1-1 boy girl outings
9) Try to clarify or hint as best as possible to people I'm not dating that it's not a date
10) No more heartbreaking
add-ons
1) First R21 movie at the cinema ( Girl with the dragon tattoo with maoking HA HA HA)
2) First scuba diving experience
3) First complete story
4) First Pilates lesson
5) First dancing lesson
6) First ukulele lesson at a school
7) First electric uke ( Yes peanut, you!)
8) First complete original
9) First mega awesome countdown party ha ha ( Maybe I'll organise)
10) First real halloween party ( I can't rmb what I did for last halloween so well, not eventful)
11) Create something annual for BFFLs heehee
HAHAHA. Terrible. Resolution 5 is a joke, really. But either way, I'm glad I finally found someone who I feel is deserving of my love and most importantly, makes me feel deserving of his love. I stopped feeling resentful or that I don't deserve happiness at all. I just feel like this is meant to be. Mom asked me today if I feel like this is the happiest moment of my life (coz that was what she felt) and to be honest, I felt like this before few years back, like I had everything in my life but this is better, this feels so real and yes, I feel so happy and so lucky at the same time! I never felt so lucky before! hahaha.
So anyway, in 2012, many things happened and I'm glad for all of them. Turns out to be a better year than I expected. I thought 2012 would suck because I didn't deserve a good 2012 but I guess things have their way of working out. I grew quite a bit in 2012 as well I think and I went on my first YEP trip which is like huge for me! Like finally!
So, for 2013
1) Stay close with the family
2) Effort to talk to close buddies at least once a month
3) Exercise regularly
4) Learn cooking HAHAHA
5) Scuba Dive (plssssssssssss)
THAT IS IT HAHAHAHAHAHA