I Won't Give Up
My first post from my new ultrabook!
Damn sian now lehhhh cos my body alarm is screwed. No matter what time I sleep, i wake up at 6+ to 8+ and even when i wake up at 8+, i technically wake up at 7+ and try to sleep till 8+. This has been going on for a week which is a pain in the ass. What happened to me! What happened to my sleep of min 10 hours. What happened to sleeping a 2 and waking up at 12!!!!
On a very random note, I woke up feeling like playing price tag on Gwaine the Uke heehee!
So, I'm halfway through the internship, like finally! I cannot wait for it to end! It's sad but I don't wanna lie to myself. I hate a desk bound job. I hate a job that I can't find meaning to. I don't think I want my life to be like that! And the sad truth is I only have 1 year to really think about it.
Oh speaking of sad stuff...
BEN IS LEAVING FOR MONASH SOON. I mean I thought about it before for the past few months and each time I am down, I ask myself : WHAT WILL I DO WITHOUT BEN!!!! and only the deafening silence will respond. I know I have so many others but STILL!!!!! AIYE AIYE AIYE AIYE AIYE AIYE AIYE
Other than all the sad stuff I mentioned above, I'm actually quite happy I think. And the wonder of it all is how I completely lost faith in any matter alike.BUT AIYE I also don't like ( I can't stop these feelings melting through)
There's an annoying pimple on my face so bye!
Damn sian now lehhhh cos my body alarm is screwed. No matter what time I sleep, i wake up at 6+ to 8+ and even when i wake up at 8+, i technically wake up at 7+ and try to sleep till 8+. This has been going on for a week which is a pain in the ass. What happened to me! What happened to my sleep of min 10 hours. What happened to sleeping a 2 and waking up at 12!!!!
On a very random note, I woke up feeling like playing price tag on Gwaine the Uke heehee!
So, I'm halfway through the internship, like finally! I cannot wait for it to end! It's sad but I don't wanna lie to myself. I hate a desk bound job. I hate a job that I can't find meaning to. I don't think I want my life to be like that! And the sad truth is I only have 1 year to really think about it.
Oh speaking of sad stuff...
BEN IS LEAVING FOR MONASH SOON. I mean I thought about it before for the past few months and each time I am down, I ask myself : WHAT WILL I DO WITHOUT BEN!!!! and only the deafening silence will respond. I know I have so many others but STILL!!!!! AIYE AIYE AIYE AIYE AIYE AIYE AIYE
Other than all the sad stuff I mentioned above, I'm actually quite happy I think. And the wonder of it all is how I completely lost faith in any matter alike.BUT AIYE I also don't like ( I can't stop these feelings melting through)
There's an annoying pimple on my face so bye!