Boomerang
The title is completely random and goes to the song on the playlist.
I don't know if it's the exams and the stress that makes me feel like posting here more. And I don't know if it's the song or I just feel damn freaking emo and i feel like downing shots. I've been sober for like quite some time already and I don't feel like being sober now. But cos the exams are coming, I have to postpone all plans to get drunk. I've not really been reflecting because I don't have time but I have been thinking and I think I think too much so I just wanna let go of everything. I don't like feeling like this but I feel like I wanna get wasted. Could it be the period? I don't think so leh. (MAOKING IF YOU SEE THIS, YOU OWE ME SNOW WHITE AND THE 7 DWARFS)
OMG HOW CAN MY JOURNAL ALWAYS SOUND SO DEPRESSING. I NEED TO ADD STH NICE.
OKAY SO... I MET BEN YESTERDAY!!! and I'm really thankful for the people who trust me, who have faith in me, who think of me as a better person than I imagine myself to be. I guess I am still very lucky. I never doubted that. Just that it's so hard to be truly contented sometimes. On a random note, I REALLY CANNOT WAIT FOR BEN TO GET ATTACHED. HA HA. I know very random but I'm kinda looking forward to that day Ben intros me his gf ha ha ha!
What would happen ah, if one day i lose all these people who keep me sane. I hate myself for saying I'll write letters but I never got to it.
There'll be no clear skies if i lose you baby
I don't know if it's the exams and the stress that makes me feel like posting here more. And I don't know if it's the song or I just feel damn freaking emo and i feel like downing shots. I've been sober for like quite some time already and I don't feel like being sober now. But cos the exams are coming, I have to postpone all plans to get drunk. I've not really been reflecting because I don't have time but I have been thinking and I think I think too much so I just wanna let go of everything. I don't like feeling like this but I feel like I wanna get wasted. Could it be the period? I don't think so leh. (MAOKING IF YOU SEE THIS, YOU OWE ME SNOW WHITE AND THE 7 DWARFS)
OMG HOW CAN MY JOURNAL ALWAYS SOUND SO DEPRESSING. I NEED TO ADD STH NICE.
OKAY SO... I MET BEN YESTERDAY!!! and I'm really thankful for the people who trust me, who have faith in me, who think of me as a better person than I imagine myself to be. I guess I am still very lucky. I never doubted that. Just that it's so hard to be truly contented sometimes. On a random note, I REALLY CANNOT WAIT FOR BEN TO GET ATTACHED. HA HA. I know very random but I'm kinda looking forward to that day Ben intros me his gf ha ha ha!
What would happen ah, if one day i lose all these people who keep me sane. I hate myself for saying I'll write letters but I never got to it.
There'll be no clear skies if i lose you baby