eh
I had a break down at lunch.
i can't put a tag on what it was exactly that set it off but all my pint up anger and sadness decided to come out when i heard his voice. it really had nothing to do with him, it's more about myself fighting within itself.
it sucks because people want to know what's wrong but i just can't tell them because i would have to take a day to write and sort out all the things that are upsetting me right now.
i hate not being happy and not being able to smile. life is full of amazing things and my fear of death is keeping me from enjoying it.
i can't put a tag on what it was exactly that set it off but all my pint up anger and sadness decided to come out when i heard his voice. it really had nothing to do with him, it's more about myself fighting within itself.
it sucks because people want to know what's wrong but i just can't tell them because i would have to take a day to write and sort out all the things that are upsetting me right now.
i hate not being happy and not being able to smile. life is full of amazing things and my fear of death is keeping me from enjoying it.