well yeah...
just umm thought i'd start out new....so yeah...it's me john...and umm...oh yeah..i go by Andy now yup. if you don't wanna call me that it's perfectly fine but yeah i ono it would be nice. anywho. yup i cut my hair ya know part of my whole new approach and what not but yeah just um thought i'd let ya'll know that but yeah i plan to be something and someone better in life. ya know just ummm yeah i i've been workin on alot of stuff about me....ok maybe one thing.
i'm sure most of you know about the whole break up thing but yeah i'm working my way around it. ya know. sorry if i say "Ya Know" alot but i ono it's slips out of my mouth. back to the other thing. yeah i've been working on it. but it's like kinda goin' good. i've minimized looking at the photos of him in my phone which i would always do like everyday. or even looking at his myspace...god i feel like such a stalker but i ono....i'm sure i'll get over it. but yea after the whole break up i felt like i needed a change i needed to try something new. thats why i've given up alot of things,smoking,drinking,dressing slutty,i'm actually gonna be innocent for once!!!,and try and be alittle bit more brave and say no instead of just trying to please ppl. i mean like i wanna please ppl, but like i kinda wanna...i ono i'm still working on it. but yup i'm tryin and i feel like i can do this.