It's A Special Death You Saved.
So while i wait for the Zune to charge.......
S like lifes been goin pretty good lately im almost done with friggin school which is muy bueno and I feel im FINALLY gettin started with my life....like i ono ive been feelin like im accomplishing things now and thats suuuper awesome!!!!
Me and jai are doin mega good he got the job at Hollister buuuut of course the hours suck the most hes gonna work is like 12 hours a week annnd that kinda sucks....alot...but at least he still has a job!!! YAY!!!! but yeah we've been seeing less of each other not because our schedules are too busy (i mean what kinda schedule do i have really) but because we dont wanna end up where we ended up last time with the banging of the walls and the yelling and the breaking up. So yeah we decided to see less of each other and what not. and it's goin good we have not fought since we've gotten back together. and thats ULTRA good!! like we use to fight everyday over every little thing and i got annoyed to the point where i would just be like i dont wanna be around you, buuut now it's like i cant get enough of the boi like O-M-G!!! AAAAAAANNNDDD the sex....yessss the sex is soooo damn good like we've been "Making Love" not just fucking but "Making Love" and it feels sooo great like geeze like i ono we've been talking alot about our futures and like we always end up combining them in the end like i would go on about how our made up fantasy futures would be and it would end with us laying in bed together at the end of it all er something like it feels great and i can SERIOUSLY see myself with him in the end. Like i love him i love him sooo much and im happy to say that. and yeah life is good.
Yup i mean he's kinda all im gonna have in long beach once gabby leaves. but im ok with that. i dont really hang out with will nd them unless gabby goes i ono i just like hanging out with large crowds if gabby's there we're like the perfect duo since Batman and Robin.....we're fucking Red Fox and Murphy Blue! like come on you cant get better than that!!!! So yeah i ono thats just gonna be my life....but yeah i should be getting ready to leave now....
So i love who ever read this and who ever stopped to just scim through it lol...yeah
TTFN
S like lifes been goin pretty good lately im almost done with friggin school which is muy bueno and I feel im FINALLY gettin started with my life....like i ono ive been feelin like im accomplishing things now and thats suuuper awesome!!!!
Me and jai are doin mega good he got the job at Hollister buuuut of course the hours suck the most hes gonna work is like 12 hours a week annnd that kinda sucks....alot...but at least he still has a job!!! YAY!!!! but yeah we've been seeing less of each other not because our schedules are too busy (i mean what kinda schedule do i have really) but because we dont wanna end up where we ended up last time with the banging of the walls and the yelling and the breaking up. So yeah we decided to see less of each other and what not. and it's goin good we have not fought since we've gotten back together. and thats ULTRA good!! like we use to fight everyday over every little thing and i got annoyed to the point where i would just be like i dont wanna be around you, buuut now it's like i cant get enough of the boi like O-M-G!!! AAAAAAANNNDDD the sex....yessss the sex is soooo damn good like we've been "Making Love" not just fucking but "Making Love" and it feels sooo great like geeze like i ono we've been talking alot about our futures and like we always end up combining them in the end like i would go on about how our made up fantasy futures would be and it would end with us laying in bed together at the end of it all er something like it feels great and i can SERIOUSLY see myself with him in the end. Like i love him i love him sooo much and im happy to say that. and yeah life is good.
Yup i mean he's kinda all im gonna have in long beach once gabby leaves. but im ok with that. i dont really hang out with will nd them unless gabby goes i ono i just like hanging out with large crowds if gabby's there we're like the perfect duo since Batman and Robin.....we're fucking Red Fox and Murphy Blue! like come on you cant get better than that!!!! So yeah i ono thats just gonna be my life....but yeah i should be getting ready to leave now....
So i love who ever read this and who ever stopped to just scim through it lol...yeah
TTFN