wwwwoooooowwww.....
ok....soo it's been years since i've updated...more like a month....geeze...
Ok soo here goes....
Ummm i'm finally getting paid...geeze after all these months of waiting for my dang checks...and like i had gotten four checks in the mail right...and each of them came out to an average of $365 dollars...annd well when you add all of that up i ended up with like $1,465...yeah...soo you know i wen like freakin wild!!!...gosh i was like mega mondo happy i went and bought a camera and like food and stuff for the house cuuz we were like pretty much running out of food..and yeah...we needed groceries..sooo i ended up spending like around $300 dollars on groceries..gosh i know well i live with like a big family and there are like a whole lot of mouths to feed..lol..and so yeah..that was good..soo yup thenme and the gabbz went like on a shopping spree and we kinda got started on our fun little show that we are gonna get goin' it's called The Adventures of BRAND[.-new-.] sooo we hope that gets us famous...lol...
It's pretty much gonna be a whole thing about us and all the things we pretty much do on a daily basis..it'd not like fake reality televison were one day one of the characters just feels like buying a horse and then theres this big whole funny dramatic scene and everyone learsn some kind of lesson...lol..it's just gonna be Gabby, Nina, and Me. It's a JnG production...soo yeah..it's soo great...
And thats the story of my $1,400 shopping spree...lol
As for my life,
Lets see i wake up all most every morning to my mom and step dad arguing...thats getting really old...sooo i also think they might be breaking up...yeah...not sure but maybe...cuz i would here him asking if she loves him anymore and she wouldnt respond...and yeah...but yeah...thats been goin' on for like a good few weeks...sooo not sure if they're serious..but i'm trying to keep everything inline..like i've been trying to talk with them and see both sides of the story...and yeah when i had talked to my mom....like this was like seriously on of the most serious emotional talks i've like ever had with her..like...she was crying..and one of the things i hate most in the world is to see my mom cry like seriously...the only times i've known her to cry were at funerals and and like when she was like in a seriously life changing arguement...and yeah...like when ever i see her cry i have to hld it in cuz i know for sure that i'll cry...and if she sees me cry then it'll be this big crying fest...but yeah i held it in and i asked what was wrong and she was just telling me that she's tired of this life...and like ugh...when i heard her say that i just wanted to freakin ball up and just cry my damn eyes out..like in aways i felt hurt and scared...like i was wondering did she mean she was tired of her relationship...was she tired of her life...was she tired of her family..like wut i was tooo freakin scared to ask because i was to scared to hear the answer...so i was just telling her that everything will get better...like maaannn i was like seriously soo scared........i dont want anything bad to happen...cuz like man life would be way weird if my parents broke up..likei know that me my sister and my older brother would go with my mom but like what about my half brothers who would they go with cuz i know my step-dad would want to take them but they're still me moms kids and it's just like scary to even think about it soo i'm gonna get off this topic
Soooooo love life.......None.....moving on.....
yeah.....like ugh.......oh drag show...ended up missing it..mega mad..mega sad...i really wanted to be in it...but wut ev...i still dressed up..mega fun..lol
yup..ummmm..progress on my freakin comic...non...like wow...none wut sooo ever...i dooo need to get started on it...at least now i can add more characters seeing is how there are new ppl coming into my life...soo it's making it alittle difficult to concentrate..but i know that more ppl means better story!!!
Soo yup...cant wait for his thing to hit stores...
AAAAaaannndddd i've decided that by the time i'm 20 i'm gonna move out...soo that means i need to save save SAVE....which will be an issue cause i freakin suck when it comes to money....but i mean i'm like mega serious like i wanna move out and seeing is how i'm getting paid good money i will be able to do it...soo yeah...i'm like gonna get a place in long beach first...then maybe move further out..like Hollywood or something then from there who knows...but yeah...it'll be great...
well thats about it....i'll have more for you curious ppl...who care about my life..and who take the time to read this....
Ok soo here goes....
Ummm i'm finally getting paid...geeze after all these months of waiting for my dang checks...and like i had gotten four checks in the mail right...and each of them came out to an average of $365 dollars...annd well when you add all of that up i ended up with like $1,465...yeah...soo you know i wen like freakin wild!!!...gosh i was like mega mondo happy i went and bought a camera and like food and stuff for the house cuuz we were like pretty much running out of food..and yeah...we needed groceries..sooo i ended up spending like around $300 dollars on groceries..gosh i know well i live with like a big family and there are like a whole lot of mouths to feed..lol..and so yeah..that was good..soo yup thenme and the gabbz went like on a shopping spree and we kinda got started on our fun little show that we are gonna get goin' it's called The Adventures of BRAND[.-new-.] sooo we hope that gets us famous...lol...
It's pretty much gonna be a whole thing about us and all the things we pretty much do on a daily basis..it'd not like fake reality televison were one day one of the characters just feels like buying a horse and then theres this big whole funny dramatic scene and everyone learsn some kind of lesson...lol..it's just gonna be Gabby, Nina, and Me. It's a JnG production...soo yeah..it's soo great...
And thats the story of my $1,400 shopping spree...lol
As for my life,
Lets see i wake up all most every morning to my mom and step dad arguing...thats getting really old...sooo i also think they might be breaking up...yeah...not sure but maybe...cuz i would here him asking if she loves him anymore and she wouldnt respond...and yeah...but yeah...thats been goin' on for like a good few weeks...sooo not sure if they're serious..but i'm trying to keep everything inline..like i've been trying to talk with them and see both sides of the story...and yeah when i had talked to my mom....like this was like seriously on of the most serious emotional talks i've like ever had with her..like...she was crying..and one of the things i hate most in the world is to see my mom cry like seriously...the only times i've known her to cry were at funerals and and like when she was like in a seriously life changing arguement...and yeah...like when ever i see her cry i have to hld it in cuz i know for sure that i'll cry...and if she sees me cry then it'll be this big crying fest...but yeah i held it in and i asked what was wrong and she was just telling me that she's tired of this life...and like ugh...when i heard her say that i just wanted to freakin ball up and just cry my damn eyes out..like in aways i felt hurt and scared...like i was wondering did she mean she was tired of her relationship...was she tired of her life...was she tired of her family..like wut i was tooo freakin scared to ask because i was to scared to hear the answer...so i was just telling her that everything will get better...like maaannn i was like seriously soo scared........i dont want anything bad to happen...cuz like man life would be way weird if my parents broke up..likei know that me my sister and my older brother would go with my mom but like what about my half brothers who would they go with cuz i know my step-dad would want to take them but they're still me moms kids and it's just like scary to even think about it soo i'm gonna get off this topic
Soooooo love life.......None.....moving on.....
yeah.....like ugh.......oh drag show...ended up missing it..mega mad..mega sad...i really wanted to be in it...but wut ev...i still dressed up..mega fun..lol
yup..ummmm..progress on my freakin comic...non...like wow...none wut sooo ever...i dooo need to get started on it...at least now i can add more characters seeing is how there are new ppl coming into my life...soo it's making it alittle difficult to concentrate..but i know that more ppl means better story!!!
Soo yup...cant wait for his thing to hit stores...
AAAAaaannndddd i've decided that by the time i'm 20 i'm gonna move out...soo that means i need to save save SAVE....which will be an issue cause i freakin suck when it comes to money....but i mean i'm like mega serious like i wanna move out and seeing is how i'm getting paid good money i will be able to do it...soo yeah...i'm like gonna get a place in long beach first...then maybe move further out..like Hollywood or something then from there who knows...but yeah...it'll be great...
well thats about it....i'll have more for you curious ppl...who care about my life..and who take the time to read this....