Eureka!
Okay, forget all of the self-depricating belly-aching I was doing before. I think I know what I want to do after LU. Granted, it's a program that I need to be accepted into, but it would be doing good works, using skills that I know I have and want to develop, and I'd still have time to figure out if it's what I want while gaining experience doing what I love. I really want to try to apply for Teach for America. It just sounds perfect for me. I care about low-income families and want to be able to help. I love students and really want to be involved in the lives of children. It would be amazing. I'm terrified thinking that I might not be able to do it, but also really excited at the prospect of being able to do something awesome as far as good for the community and what I want, also, it'd be right away after college. Oh my gosh, this could be cool. Okay. Not getting hopes too high. If not this, there's still teaching English in France for a year through LU. There's also grad school. However, this sounds the most interesting. Okay, looking into more info.