Hello world
So, I'm learning to be a grown up. It's kind of scary. Well, it's not so much scary as it is intimidating. I'm finding myself easily exasperated, but I just know this is where I'm supposed to be. I know it must sound weird, but here is where my community is. My friends are all here. The church I love and fit in is here. The jobs I have are not high paying, but I feel like I'm at least supposed to be at the YMCA. It all fits. It's just tricky. Well, there are still some wonderful things that are occurring in my world despite my anxiousness. Plus, my friends that have done this for more than a year say that it slowly gets better. I look forward to that. A super tricky part that I'm realizing is that grad school is not likely to happen next year. The only way would be to super scrimp, which I'm already doing, and super study and take the GRE this year and figure out the school like next week. It's okay, though. This is a good place to be, physically. I'll get used to this place mentally.