thinking about me
well today was an odd day for me.. well i will tell you i got a long e-mail from the ex stating that he has changed and unhappy about his relationship with his current girlfriend, well i was like thinking about it and i realized it seemed without even trying i got him back... (i have the love of my life dating me yes for all of you who don't know i have a wonderful boyfriend that i love to death.) with him writing this e-mail it got me thinking about the past year or so when my life was a total mess and i am glad that he did what he did to make me break up with him, i was so young and naive... at the age of 15 he had me believing that once i turned 18 he wanted to marry me, and wanted kids right away... i am so glad that i didn't do that since i am not ready at 17 to be married and definitely not thinking of kids anytime soon... But back to the story he got me thinking how different i was back then, i was this poor innocent person who had trouble describing who she was and what she was good for in the world.... That year and half that i had singly made me realize what i wanted out of life and made me a stronger person... it made me what i am today a women with a great head on her shoulders and it gave me the best thing i could ask for... a great man to love and one that loves me back. I can't thank god enough for making me realize who i was in the past year and a half and even better it made me realize that i am a great person and will always be.