Whitney Houston Death
My long inspiration Whitney Houston was found dead in her hotel room bathtub, it was sad and lonely. I can't believe she's gone Feb. 2012. 48 years young. I think of all the decisions that lead up to that moment and weep.
I started thinking again of Kia, I wanted to call and cry with her, I miss her so much, I'm weak right now, I know better though. I'm telling myself not to forget the truth in now.
She is with someone, they are her heart, not me.
I'm a person that she has banned out of her life, on more than one occasion.
I'm someone that she doesn't talk to, Email or write.
I have to control my lonely desperation need to be loved by Kia urges and remember that only someone who really cares for me has the love that my heart desires so much, being around people that don't truly love you only destroys you, as it has Whitney. Goodbye Nippy. :(
I hurt on two different levels right now.
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