Jun 11, 2004 22:14
So these past couple of days have been average I guess. Its had its slight ups and downs. Yesterday was tech, and I got to clean out the costume room (aka play dress up) and we played dress up with Natalie. She is fun to dress up. And I had fun trying on things too. I stole some pink pumps to wear today, but no worries, I'm going to put them back. Today was decade day for Winterfest, and I found it a lovely excuse to dress up in my 80s attire. I had my off the shoulder sweatshirt with a cut out neckline, purple skirt, fish net hose, pink pumps, red leg warmers (so lovingly donated by King), fish net sock gloves, and a side ponytail. It made me happy. I was dancing 80s style all day. I felt like Eula. :) Today Ms. Gaines was being a bitch about my research paper, and I am going to get two bad test grades on it because she is so damn picky. I really dont like her. I dont feel like going into the story, but I will just say she doesnt need to be so damn picky. Well thats about it for now. I have National Honor Society Inductions tonight. I need to go get ready soon. You know what makes me mad though. (Okay so that isnt it). When I gave the letter about me being accepted to my parents, they just gave me this look like, "You better be getting inducted." Its like they expect it out of me or something. Not even a congratulations. I think I would be grounded if I didnt get in. No joke. I wish they would at leats pretend to be happy for me. I think they are more proud of themselves for my accomplishments than they are for me. Okay, I think I'm done now.
You see, Harry had one more hump than most llamas in his region.
Why would someone want to get married at the age of 16. Poor girl. I mean she is really throwing away her future. She has a lot of hard times ahead of her. Just because she doesnt like the school, doesnt mean she should move in with her fiance and get married. They didnt even have a ceremony. So sad. Just a license. Couldnt they have waited and had a real wedding. The kind that she always wanted. She has it planned out and everything. And just to ruin that and decide at the last minute to get married. Just to go downtown and get a license and have that be it. I cant believe she did it. She is only 16. Things can happen. What about college. Heck, what about high school? Does she not want to establish a life before she gets married? She is so young. I feel so sorry for her. She has a lot of hard times ahead.
So yeah stuff has gone on these past couple of days, but I really dont think anyone cares to read about it. Well ya know what? Too bad. I'm writing it down anyway.
Last night was so much fun. I couldnt decide whether to go to our school talent show (which I had to work) or go to an improv show at Germantown. I ended up doing tickets before the talent show, leaving seeing the improv show and hanging out for about 30 minutes, then coming back to the talent show just in time to see nobody important win awards and help clean up afterwards. Anyway, the improv thing was so much fun. I laughed. A lot. Then again, it really isnt hard to make me laugh. I wanted this one kid (I dont remember who) write a love letter to his/her pet llama, but the guy didnt hear me. That made me sad. But no worries because I am coping. Afterwards I kinda just hung out in the lobby for about 30 minutes, and then Mr. Gomez and I went back to the talent show. Then I cleaned and went home.
Well, I babysat this morning. Bleh. This one kid I watched is the biggest compulsive liar I have ever met. He's nine by the way. I have heard stories non stop from the minute I walk in to the minute I leave about him winning 1 million dollars off of radio disney, a naked man walking into a movie theatre he was in and then tripping and falling into a pool out back, and his French class that went to Paris. It annoys the crap out of me. And then when the parents came back, I came home and cleaned. Then I went and chilled at Borders for a while, then I went to the mall to find some earrings at Claires, but they didnt have any that even resembled what I wanted. Then went to Mamaw and Papaw's to get gas money (plus a little extra...), and now I am back home. I have to leave again in about 5 minutes to go babysit again. Wimper. I really dont like babysitting. At all. But it is my only source of income since Im not allowed (nor do I have the time) for a job.
We officially have a new member to the All Boys Are Stupid and Should Go Down Club! And it is .....drum roll...... Rachel Baker! Woohoo!
Harry was a special llama.
Once upon a time there was a llama, and his name was Harry.
to be continued.....
This is one of my new favorite Dashboard songs...
So she says
"Everyone's going to the party,
won't you come if I come
with a friend for your friend?
I'd be so pleased to see you
out of the classroom wearing the smile that I'll bring you.
I was hoping to learn a few things like..
Do you do you like dishing the dirt
on the whole class &
talking the big smack &
playing the fool &
wearing all of the latest fashions
or bucking the new trends
wearing your old threads.
If you like coffee in the evening
These are a few things that I'd like to know
that I'd like to know"
So I said...
"I've been scheduled to work but I'll call in
and my friend isn't busy
he'd be happy to join me
and maybe my friend
and your friend
will hit it off or maybe we will?"
I'm dying to know
do you do you like dreaming of things
so impossible or only the practical
or ever the wild or waiting through all your bad bad days
just to end them with
someone you care about
and do you like making out
and long drives and brown eyes
and guys that just
don't quite fit in
yeah do you like them
So yes, I'll see you there.
Okay, so I was watching Cold Mountain last night, and there was this one scene where a woman slit a goat's throat and then ate him for dinner. I dont think I could ever eat something I have seen alive. And this scene in the movie reminded me of an awesome song by the Beatles...
Have you seen the little piggies
Crawling in the dirt
And for all the little piggies
Life is getting worse
Always having dirt to play around in.
Have you seen the bigger piggies
In their starched white shirts
You will find the bigger piggies
Stirring up the dirt
Always have clean shirts to play around in.
In their styes with all their backing
They don't care what goes on around
In their eyes there's something lacking
What they need's a damn good whacking.
Everywhere there's lots of piggies
Living piggy lives
You can see them out for dinner
With their piggy wives
Clutching forks and knives to eat their bacon.
Not really much has happened in Shannonlittleland lately, but I guess I can update you on what has happened. A couple of nights ago my parents heard me cuss for the first time. I really do need to cut back. I feel trashy. My mouth is so bad. Anyway, I didn't mean to. I forgot they were even there. Kath and I were standing at the top fo my stairs asking my parents a question about the North Pole, and then she said something bad about Finland. I turn to her and say, "Damn Finlands." At least it wasn't the F word or anything. But Troy looked like he was going to bust out into laughter and he said, "What did you say?" And I was like, "uh nothing." And then it was dropped. I'm surprised I'm not grounded for all of eternity. I guess they are so used to it because they don't have the best mouths either and they also talk to Jill next door a lot. Yeah...
So I was supposed to go see Les Mis last night. Kevin, Liz, and I went. Wow I love those two. They make me happy. And they are so adorable together. I'm glad I got to see Liz too, because now that she left me I don't get to see her a lot. Anyway, we went down there for rush tickets at 7 like Collins told us to and the line was 80,000 miles long. So we went to see Cold Mountain instead. It was an okay movie. Great storline and nicely made, it was just slow at parts. But my parents still think I went to see Les Mis, because if they knew I went to a movie that late on a school night, I would be in deep trouble. But I had fun hanging out with them.
I need to come up with another lie to tell my parents when I go places after school. The whole "helping out around the theatre" is getting old. I came home today and my mom told me I need to ask to stay after instead of just staying. I think she is going to talk to Collins soon. I need another excuse because I have used it every day after school this week. What can I say, I dont like going home. So if anyone has any good ideas, let me know.
Today seemed to go by fairly quick which is cool. I woke up at 7:20 today, so I was a tad late for school. I didnt care though because its Algebra. I could really not care any less about Algebra. Then after school I didnt feel like going home, so I called my mom and told her I was staying after school to help with talent show auditions, ad then me and Kath went to IHOP, the Dollar Store, and then Borders. yay Borders yay. I bought another book with my credit, and now I only have $17 left on it. Its sad how I can spend so much money on books and CDs and movies and Borders. Then I came home and pretended to do my homework. Right now I am procrastinating more. I have to memorize a monologue by tomorrow, and I am taking a break. The stress is killing me. I memorize lines sooooo slooooooowly. beh. Troy proceeded to tell me that my hair looks like shit in pigtails today. I told him that at least I have hair to pigtails in. Always go for the bald jokes. Works every time. Im hoping I get to see Les Mis tomorrow. King is supposed to call me when she gets home. blah. Now back to memorizing lines. ick.
The following is the play critique I wrote on Exit the Body (during Conference) for my Acting class....
I think the acting did not exist. There was no characterization whatsoever. I did not see ay qualities in ay of the characters. The girl who played Jenny kept switching accents. One minute she would be northern, and then next she would be from the Deep South. Everyone needed to slow down on his or her lines. I could not tell what was being said half of the time. Also, the cast needed to pause for laughs. Many jokes could not be heard over the audience. Once Crane faints, she doesn’t need to move. Her arm and torso kept moving after she was supposed to be passed out. A lot of the lines seemed forced as well. The lines need to seem natural. The laughs need to sound real too. Some were very forced and fake. There were some points where the actors wouldn’t respond to what others were saying. They would just stand there. And during the scene at 2am, make sure some people were out of sight before others came in. It seemed like some people would have seen each other in real life because the cueing was off. At another point in the show, Ms. Hammond is not very scared when she finds someone in her house. I would be terrified if I found someone strange in my house. She didn’t. Also, do not ABSOLUTLEY do not laugh at your jokes and break character. This happened several times. And everyone at one time fumbled over his or her lines. Jenny tended to nod her head every time she said a line too. That got repetitive and annoying. And she needs to watch where she is going. She missed the door once. The sheriff needs to make his accent sound real. He sounded like Yogi Bear half of the time. And make the blocking not cartoony. It seemed over the top sometimes.
I really liked the set. It was very nice and fit the play very well. The only thing I didn’t like is the fact that they had a fake flower in the vase. Everything in the set looked so realistic except for the flower. It drew my attention away from the rest. One other thing they need to do is make the set steady. The walls wobbled several times.
The lights were good. I liked how they made it dark when it was supposed to be night. I could see everyone.
The costumes were effective. They weren’t anything special, but they fit the play.
Most of the make up looked good. The guy who played Lyle wore way too much make up. There was too much bright red blush that wasn’t rubbed in. His foundation was not rubbed in at all. I could all lines. And his eye make up was darker than Johnny Depp’s in Pirates of the Caribbean. Mr. Hammond’s make up was not blended in either. And the sheriff’s mustache looked really fake. The secretary’s make up needed to be rubbed in as well.
When it is raining outside, make sure you look like it when you come in. It didn’t seem like it was raining when the actors came in when I could hear the rain sounds outside. And when there are dead bodies in the closet, make them hang from something. They were hanging in mid air.
I don’t recall any music in the play.
I still wonder why Forum did not make it into Conference. The script was horrible. It was confusing. You didn’t know what was happening until over halfway through the play. The acting wasn’t acting. It was reading lines. I felt that the only thing that kept this play together was the one-liners. And half of them you couldn’t hear because the actors didn’t speak up enough, or they didn’t pause long enough for laughs.
Is it sad that I get cabin fever after being home for a day and a half? Well today I couldnt take being home anymore, but I had to watch Maggie for a while so my Mom could type. That dog is more work than a baby. And she pees more than Stina. But around1 I left and went to Borders for a while. Then I drove around for a while and decided to go to Thrift Town and the Goodwill on Shelby Drive. And just in case you were wondering ......I did not spend my Les Mis ticket money on thrift store clothes..... really....I didnt... So after that I came home and ate and then Kath came over for a while. That was the extent of my day. I was going to do homework, but left my stuff at school. oops. oh well. Thats about it. I am so tired and its only 9:45. I might be going to bed early tonight.
Conference was this weekend, and in retropect, I had a blast. I hung out with lots of cool people. Most of them being Kevin, Stina, and Germantownians. If I ever had to switch schools, Germantown would be my next choice. Friday I went to a soft shoe dancing workshop and then to a one act by Ridgeway. It was kinda funny though because one of the kids who I competed with in HI at both White Station and Overton did that one act as his piece. Brentwood put on their production of Exit the Body, and it made me wonder why Forum didn't get in. And they can absolutley not say it was because of the sexual innuendos. Exit the Body had flat out references. At least in Forum you could take something two ways. After we all go to leave, I was in a pissy mood for stupid reasons, and I told my parents I wouldnt be home until 11 or 11:30, so I went to my happy place for a while and listened to my happy music. The next day I went to Living in the Moment and Bringing it to Life, Stage Combat, and Swing Dance. Those were awesome. Natalie didnt get on executive board, and I really dont know why. I thought she would have, and that being from a non-bias point of view. That made me sad, but I had fun helping her campaign and being Yoshi and stuff. (P.S. - The Yoshi walk is my new favorite thing to do.) However, my Eula is now President of the Board, and I am oh so very happy for her. She deserves it. That night we watched Our Town, and I decided that I didnt like the show at all. It wasnt the actors or anything. It was just the script. It was a very boring script. Then the dance. I asked to leave and come back to help clean, but Luter pretty much said no. So I went. It wasnt so bad though. It didnt seem like it lasted that long, so it wasnt too bad. And I had fun dancing through a couple of songs. After I left the dance, I was depressed for more stupid reasons, and my happy place was closed. So I drove around for about an hour (I told me parent I probably wouldnt be home til about 1 or 1:30.) listening to Hands Down on repeat the entire time in hopes of cheering me up. It worked a little. So that was my Conference in a nutshell.
On another note, while I was at Conference yesterday, my parents decided to go out and by a puppy. hehe. Shes so adorable and sweet and calm and cuddly. Shes not spastic, so thats a major bonus. She is a 3 month old Golden Retriever named Maggie. My parents told me I could name her, but guilted me into naming her Maggie. But its cool, because I like that name. Except I think of Maggie Hale everytime I say it. Dont get me wrong, I like Maggie Hale. She is sweet to me, but I havent talked to her since 7th or 8th grade. And thats just weird. But I love my puppy. I am trying to give more attention to Brittney though, too, because I know she is a little jealous. Poor Brit.
I am so tired. I didnt get to bed until 1:30 last night, and then my mom decided to come throw Maggie on me this morning at 7:45. And then I couldnt go back to sleep after that. I just dosed on and off for about 2 hours until Papaw called me on my phone for no important reason. So I hung up and Troy prances upstairs just to say Hi. Whats with all the sudden attention from my family? And why so early in the morning? All I wanted was to sleep.
I just got done watching the Mole, and Corbin got executed. CORBIN GOT EXECUTED!!! He cant get executed. Is it sad that I am about to cry? I mean he got a second chance, and he plays so well! He is so observant. And he gets to people. And he plays so well. Out of all the episodes of this show ever, he should win. He really should. Poor Corbin. I feel so bad. He really deserved it. And all of the other players felt that way too I think. Aw. And he is out so soon! They couldnt have kept him around a little longer? I mean second to go. Thats a little harsh. Poor kid. Aw. So sad. Come back Corbin come back!
Wow I was so busy today, and everything is still not done. Tomorrow is going to be hectic as well. I went straight from school to the library with Lauren to find a scene for competition. We successfully picked about 30 plays we did not want to do. Yeah. Then I went straight from there to Nat's house to work on campaign stuff. We still didnt get it all done, so we have to work on it tomorrow too. Its going to be so great if we can just get it together. The together part is what I am worried about though. And I stil havent even started my homework. The only bad thing about this Chemistry class is that I actually have to do my homework. blah. so yeah.
I know the quality of my new picture up top is bad, but I had to put it up. Because there is a bird on my head. Really. I mean c'mon. I think it's destiny.
Today was an okay day overall. I had absolutely nada homework. Woohoo! That made me smile 8722 times. :) yay! King came over and we did Pilates together. I like Pilates. It's relaxing, unlike Yoga. Yoga just gives me tension and makes me mad. People say I'm doing it wrong, so apparently me and Yoga weren't made for each other. I'll stay with my Pilates. I got this huge mega-blister on the side of my thumb from painting the stage today. It hurts like a mother. HOW DO I GET A BLISTER PAINTING??? hhmm. Oh the things I do for theatre. It hurts. A lot. I had a cold, wet paper towel around it for 3 periods today, because not only was there a blister, but it was burst open. ouch. But everything is cool, because I had no homework. hehe yay!
AAHH! Conference is only 4 days away! I am so excited! I can't wait! I have never been before, so it will be a new experience. From many I have heard it is the most fun people have had in a while. eekk! Yay! I'm hoping to see people there that I don't get to see that often too. That would be nice. And I am happy I get to help Nat with her campaign. I'm in the skit and everything, which is cool because I really wanted to be. I'm so excited. And that is almost an entire weekend that I don't have to see my parents. WOOHOO! That makes me very happy. And we have a three day weekend this weekend, so I will have an extra day to recoop afterwards.
But yeah. Enough on Conference for now. Today was a pretty busy day. I came home from school, and King, Richard Simmons, and I worked out together. Poor uncoordinated....Richard Simmons. hehe just kidding. mwah! Then I cleaned my room, even though it wasn't dirty. I dont know what has been up with this lately, but ever since I have organized my room, I cannot stand it being messy. i freak out if things are out of place. I have become my worst nightmare. I used to be one of the messiest people alive. I don't know what happened. It's kind of nice though, yet kind of annoying at the same time. And then I did homework for the first time since I have been back from winter break. Yes, everyone can applaud. I did my homework. I am so proud. And Chemistry too! I never do Chemistry homework! :-) yay! And then I went to tech and helped get things ready for Conference. We set up chairs (I hope we have enough...), cleaned out the shop and wings, and painted the stage. I don't think the schools performing would appreciate our pink/yellow/purple/orange floor for Forum for them to perform on. I think it would be great, but people have lost their sense of humor these days. So yeah, that's about it for now. Adios.
So yeah. My weekend has been pretty okay so far. Last night I told my parents me and Kath were going to Wolfchase and then we went downtown because I had never been before. It was cool except I was bitter for having to pay 5 bucks to park. whatever. So we wandered around Peabody Place and walked down Beale street and yeah. Then we came back to my house and watched Empire Records, because she had never seen it before and its a freakin awesome movie. Then I went thrift store shopping with Eula, Nat, and King today, but they had an advisory board meeting at 3 so we didnt do too much. But then I went over to my grandparents house to burn the entire Magnetic Fields box set that Ms. Hinds oh so graciously let me borrow. Note to Self: Don't burn CDs at someone's house if they think they are the technical genuis of America, when really they dont come close. Papaw thinks he is a wiz at computers, when it took him a total of 30 minutes to figure out how to type on a CD label design software. Sigh. I wasnt allowed to do it, because I "didn't know how to and wasn't experienced enough." yeah. Anyway. I'm home tonight. Blah. I might sneak off somewhere after Mom and Troy leave, because I dont think I can stay the night with Mimi (Troy's mom). She drives me up the wall.
P.S. - My favorite song list now has a couple of new additions.
First to waste your time with another survey...
You
What is your full name:: Shannon Renee Little
Spell your first name backwards:: nonnahs. you know whats sad? i think about that so much i didnt even have to stop and think about how you would spell it.
Date of birth:: march 27 1987
Male or female:: as far as i know, female
Astrological sign:: aries
Nicknames:: shanny, little, little shannon, little shannon little, banana, shananananananananananana....1, shana
Occupation:: student
Height:: 5'4 and a half! go half go!
Weight:: of my shoe? probably a pound or two
Hair color:: brown
Eye color:: sigh. i really wish i knew
Where were you born:: memphis
Where do you reside now:: cordova
Age:: 16 years 9 months 18 days
Screen names:: BAMAfootballChik
E-mail addy:: born2rockNroll@hotmail.com
What does your screen name stand for:: i like bama football. i was raised with it.
What is your greatest journal name:: why dont you look up at the top and see?
What does your journal name stand for:: the fact that i am good at putting on a face. when i am really depressed, i can look very happy and nobody can tell. this is the place where you will know the truth and all the "faulty images" will be gone.
Pets:: my doggy brittney who just peed on my floor. ggrr.
Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake:: 2. and 1 and a 6.
Piercings:: 1 in each ear
Tattoo's:: none
Shoe size:: i have clown feet. lets just leave it at that.
Righty or lefty:: righty
Wearing:: blue cheerleading shorts with the word "dance" written on the butt and a purple tank top. i know its 13 degrees outside. i was working out. gimme a break.
Hearing:: chandler and monica on friends
Feeling:: sad. and happy. and energetic. and aggravated.
Eating/drinking:: orange juice and apple juice mixed together
Guys/Girls/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff
Have you ever been in love:: no
How many people have you said: said what?
How many people have you been in REAL love with:: none
How many people have you kissed:: 765,459.11
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex:: on the cheek or forehead
How many people have you dated:: 119,545.76
What do you look for in a guy/girl:: sense of humor, nice smile, caring, honesty
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex:: smile. then hair.
What type of guy/girl do you usually go for:: i dont have a type. i go for all different kinds.
Do you have a crush right now:: yes
If so who is it:: ha!
Do you believe in love at first sight:: no. to love someone you have to know them.
Do you remember your first love:: i havent been in love! god!
Who is the first person you kissed:: his name will not be mentioned for privacy rights.
Do you believe in fate:: no
Do you believe in soul mates:: no
If so do you believe you'll ever find yours:: no
Family Stuff
How many siblings do you have:: 3
What are your siblings names:: Abby Conner Kayton
What are your parents names:: Kim and Troy. Mike and Leigh Ann.
How many siblings does your mother have:: nada. explains lots.
How many siblings does your father have:: 1
Where are your parents from:: memphis
Is your family close:: fairly
Does your family get together for holidays:: oh god. its like a month long celebration for christmas with family. it must stop soon.
Do you have a drunk uncle:: ive seen my uncle drunk. plenty of times.
Any medical problems run through your family:: why?? i mean seriously.
Does someone in your family wear a toupee:: not that i know of
Do you have any nieces or nephews:: god i hope not....
Are your parents divorced:: yeah
Do you have step parents:: yeah. and i like them better than my real parents.
Has your family ever disowned another member of your family:: no. im considering a few though. and im not joking.
Did some of your family come to America from another country:: had sometime. i mean america isnt that old. i just have no idea where. and neither does my mom. or my grandma. or anybody ive talked too. little sounds english right? maybe thats what ill go with.
Music Stuff
What song do you swear was written about you or your life:: ...dont know? too many to consider.
What's the most embarrassing cd you own:: totally cool. its a cd with a bunch of bad cover bands.
What's the best cd you own:: well....dashboard - unplugged or swiss army romance. beatles - white album. central standards - refrain.
What song do you absolutely hate:: can think of any songs i hate. dislike, yeah. but not hate.
Do you sing in the shower:: when nobody is home i belt it out.
What song reminds you of that special someone:: most dashboard songs.
Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!
Pink:: L.A. told me you'll be a rock star all you have to do is change everything you are!
Aerosmith:: im crazy, crazy, crazy without you baby
Madonna:: papa dont preach. im in trouble deep. papa dont preach ive been losing sleep. but ive made up my mind. im keeping my baby.
Korn:: the jibberish part of freak on a leash. but im not really a korn fan...
Backstreet Boys:: i dont care if he buys you nice things do his gifts come from the heart? i dont have a fancy car. to get to you id walk a thousand miles. cause my love is all i have to give without you i dont think i could live. i wish i could give the world to you but my love is all i have to give to you.
The Beatles:: rocky raccoon checked into his room only to find gijon's bible. rocky had come equppied with a gun to shoot off the legs of his rival. his rival it seems had broken his drams by stealing the girl of his fancy. her name os mcgil but she called her self lil but everyone knew her as nancy. now she and her man who called himself dan were in the next room at the ho down...ok i stop now because i could go on forever.
Sublime:: ...uh... i know one of their songs i promise. just not of the tops of my head.
J.Lo:: Im so stupid and whore and Ben should leave me now.
*Nsync:: I lie awake and I drive myself crazy, drive myself crazy thinking of you.
Limp Bizkit:: I did it all for the nookie. the nookie. so you can take cookie and stick it up your...
Stacie Orrico:: who?
Creed:: I just heard the news today. It seems my life is gonna change.
Britany Spears:: shes so lucky. shes a star but she cry cry cries in her lonely heart thinking. if theres something missing in my life then why do these tears come at night.
Good Charlotte:: uuhh..lifestyles of the rich and famous theyre always complaining. thats all i know.
Christina Aguilera:: im a genie in a bottle baby. gotta rub me the right way honey. im a genie in a bottle baby. come come come on it and let me out.
Eminem:: im slim shady yes im the real shady all you other slim shadys are just imitating. so wont the real slim shady please stand up. please stand up. please stand up.
Kelly Clarkson:: a moment like this. some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this.
Kelly Osbourne:: f**k. S**t d**m.
Mandy Moore:: i missing you like candyyyyyyay
Eve:: uh...she has that song with gwen stefani but i cant remember it.
Aaliyah:: uuhh....???
Nelly:: if you wanna go and take a ride with me with 3...yeah we'll stop there
Alicia Keys:: i know that song of hers too. uuuhh uuuhhh
Incubus:: to see you when i wake up is a gift i didn't think could be real. to know that you feel the same as i do is a three-fold utopian dream. you do something to me that i can't explain. so would i be out of line if i said i miss you..
Favorites
Color:: pink
Food:: chocolate
Song:: ::see list below::
Show:: friends and snl and conan
School subject:: acting
Band/singer/artist:: Dashboard/Beatles
Animal:: puppies!
Outfit:: my favorite GAP jeans and thrift store wizard of ox t-shirt
Radio station:: i usually dont listen to the radio. it gives me rage. but when i do its 98.1
Movie:: too many: sixteen candles
Pair of shoes:: my birkenstock sandals or my bowling shoes
Cartoon:: ive given up on cartoons. all the new ones make me mad.
Actor:: gene wilder
Actress:: julia roberts
Potato chip:: doritos. the original. none of the fancy stuff.
Drink:: it varies with my mood
Soda:: coke.
Holiday:: Christmas
Perfume/cologne:: vanilla sugar
Pizza topping:: cheese. or cajun chicken
Jello flavor:: green. or blue.
Lunch meat:: turkey
Card Game:: ooo!! mao! or spoons! or stop! i think thats what its called. oh the florida memories.
Video game:: i dont play video games. go ahead and shoot me but i hate them.
Website:: my email site?? or quizzila. hehe.
Book:: perks of being a wallflower
Computer game:: ::see video game question::
Number:: 452.87
Cereal:: it used ot be lucky charms. but i am so anal about getting a marshmellow in every bite that i usually just end up getting frusterated when i eat them.
Comedian:: robin williams.
Dessert:: chocolate cheesecake
Disney character:: belle
Clothing store:: salvation army?
Past time:: not being home. putt putting. borders. wandering memphis.
Teacher:: Luter. sh dont tell Collins.
Childhood toy:: youre talking to the Barbie fanatic here.
Carnival game/ride:: chaos!
Candy bar:: 100 grand. or twix.
Magazine:: YM
Salad dressing:: ranch
Thing to do on the weekend:: hang out with friends. ::see past time questions::
Hot drink:: caramel macchiatos
Season:: spring
Sport to watch:: football
Person to talk to online:: i wont pick favs. anyone who is willing to put up with me i guess.
Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits
What color are your sheets:: blue and green and pink and yellow.
What color are your bedroom walls:: baby blue
Do you have posters on your wall:: beatles! woo woo! and 1 dashboard!
If so of what:: ::see above answer::
Do you have a tv in your bedroom:: yes
How many pillows are on your bed:: 2. the ones i sleep on.
What do you normally sleep in:: my skin. ha. just kidding. oh wait. i do though.
Describe your favorite pair of pajamas:: my huge comfy plaid pj pants and a worn in tshirt
What size bed do you have:: double i think
Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed:: i used to have a waterbed. sigh. i miss that thing.
Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom:: no but i have a cell. so.
Describe the last nightmare you had:: it wasnt a nightmare. it was sad, though. i was at borders at a big family reunion. and was waiting for someone i really wanted to talk to. and when they came i had to leave. and i almost cried.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals:: they sleep in my bed but not with me.
How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed:: 2 hint the word double
Any unusual sleeping positions:: not really. sometimes i end up in odd dance positions that i used for pom. but that i rare.
Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling:: if i had to hsare a room with my brother or sister, they would both be dead by now.
Do you snore:: i dont know. im sleeping.
How about drool:: ...sometimes when im sick and cant breathe through my nose.
Do you have an alarm clock in your room:: yes
What color is the carpet in your room:: tan.
What's under your bed:: magazines
This or that
loser/wannabe:: neither that i know of. if either probably a loser though.
Doughnuts/bagels:: bagel
Day/night:: afternoon
Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west:: whichever one was glinda. she had a pretty dress.
Heaven/hell:: heaven
Make love/have sex:: depends on my mood i guess...
Coffee/tea:: depends. is it regular coffee? blah. is it a mocha? mmm. is it hot tea? oooo. is it cold tea. good stuff.
Hamburgers/hotdogs:: hamburger
Rap/rock:: rock
Britney/Christina:: christina has a better voice.
Swiss cheese/american cheese:: swiss!
Real World/Road Rules:: real world
Backstreet Boys/*Nsync:: backstreet boys. for those who knew me in middle school....
Silver/gold:: silver
Nike/Adidas:: nike
McDonalds/Taco Bell:: taco bell.
Sweet/sour:: sweet
Punk/emo:: emo
Hot/cold:: cold
Winter/summer:: summer
Spring/fall:: spring
Operas/plays:: plays
Read/watch tv:: read
Cd's/tapes:: CDs
Dvd's/vhs:: DVDs
Old/new:: old
Shorts/skirts:: skirts
Pink/red:: pink
Colored pictures/black and white photos:: depends on the picture. black and white if it is an emotional picture (aka emotional luter picture. emotional fire picture.) just other shots though, color.
Meat/vegetables:: is fruit a choice?
Mexican food/chinese food:: mmmm chineeeeese
Commercials/infomercials:: commercials
Scary movies/comedies:: i am a huge wimp. therefore, comedies
Bikinis/one piece bathing suits:: the day when i can get away with a bikini i will elt you know. right now i will stick with my tankinis
Sandals/tennis shoes:: sandals
Dogs/cats:: dogs
Unicorns/fairies:: fairies
Water/land:: land
Sugar/spice:: sugar
Black/white:: white
ribbons/bows:: ribbon
Chicken/beef:: chicken!
Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights:: ooo pretty colors!
Cars/trucks:: for me a car. for others. ill just leave that up to them.
Austin Powers/James Bond:: james bond's music is better. austin powers is so stupid.
Popcorn/pretzels:: popcorn
Hip/hop:: hop! can i hop with my hips? can my hips hop?
Passionate kiss/peck:: ....well....
WWE wrestling/ real wrestling:: wrestling is stupid.
Back rub/foot massage:: ick ick ick feet. but ooooooo back ruuuuuub.
Picture frames/photo albums:: frames so i can display!
Pens/pencils:: pens
What Is Your Opinion Of The Following
Eminem:: nice beats. awful lyrics.
Virgins:: they're good at waiting? i dunno. nothing wrong with being a virgin. :-)
God:: he exists
The Osbournes:: hilarious. gets old sometimes, but hilarious.
Reality TV:: depends on the show. if i have to watch joe millionaire one more time with my mother....
J.Lo:: she should run away and never come back.
Religion:: is an unanswered question of mine.
Emo music:: Dashboard rocks!
Valentine's Day:: it's depressing. i hate it.
Christina Aguilera's comeback:: she has a lovely voice if she would put on some clothes.
Homosexuals:: are cool with me. i have homosexual friends. :)
Abortion:: is murder. no matter what the circumstance. its murder.
Inter-racial relationships:: whatever floats your boat.
Murder:: ...is abortion? but yeah. murder is wrong. no matter what the cause. there is always another way.
Death:: will happen.
Obesity:: can be very unhealthy. but im not going to be mean to those people just because of their weight.
Pre-marital sex:: is okay if you are ready.
Terrorism:: kills.
Pornography:: is for the desperate.
Fortune Tellers:: are intersting...and some are fun to mkae fun of.
Threesomes:: like i said. whatever floats your boat.
Prostitution:: is desperation.
Politics:: is a noun. ive given up on politics because everytime i state my opinion i get my head bitten off. apparently im just wrong about everything.
Country music:: is cool.
George W. Bush:: ::see politics answer::
Cloning:: creepy. let people be. really.
Britney's boobs:: are made of fat.
Gas prices in America:: gggrrr dont get me started. i payed 1.47 per gallon for my last fill up! RIDICULOUS!
What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?...
Jack:: and the beanstalk
Tiffany:: breakfast at tiffanys
Ben:: & Jerry's
Maria:: Lopez. Who is that? Her name sounds familair.
Jennifer:: Aniston
Nicole:: DeVine
Amy:: ...im not going there...
Adam:: Sandler
Richard:: Stina
Arnold:: funny accent.
Tom:: Cruise
Melissa:: Wilbanks.
Charlotte:: and her web
Harold:: and the Purple crayon
John:: Wright!
Joel:: loej?
Vanessa:: williams
Michelle:: sigh. childhood friend who moved to florida
Kevin:: tassle loooooooove.
Brent:: academy?
Jake:: brown
Billy:: bob thorton. blah.
Sarah:: Greenie
Natalie:: adorable girl.
Christy:: good receptionist? (troys work)
Nick:: one of my first crushes...
Linda:: my room mom?
Taylor:: this girl i babysit
Jordan:: EDTL!!!!
Jamie:: lynn spears?
Adrian:: i thought i knew you. ooohhh.... (its a song people)
Have You Ever....
Mooned anyone:: yes
Been on a diet:: yeah
Been to a foreign country:: yeah
Broken a bone:: i think everyones heard my broken arms story. if not ask. its patheitc.
Swallowed a tooth/cap/filling:: yeah. but i still got money form the toothfairy so it was all good.
Swear at a teacher:: under my breath
Talked to an gj member via emails or instant messages:: only the one who was my friend beforehand.
Got in a fight:: fist fight? no.
Dated a teacher:: um. no. sorry to disappoint you.
Laughed so hard you peed your pants:: no. but screamed...yes.
Thought about killing your enemy:: no. just severely hurt.
Gone skinny dipping:: nope
Met another gj member in the flesh:: ::see other gj answer::
Told a little white lie:: ...who me?
Told a secret you swore not to tell:: only mine.
Stolen anything:: from my mommys friend. but not form a store.
Misused a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid:: no
Been on TV:: when i was little.
Been on the radio:: i made a commercial for the bank of collierville. i miss mr. stamps. he was a cool guy. and always gave me suckers.
Been in a mosh pit:: not intentionally.
Been to a concert:: mhm
Dated one of your best friends:: no
Loved someone so much it makes you cry:: yes
Deceived somebody close to you:: not that i can remember
Broken the law:: yeah. nothing too terribly big though
Been to a rodeo:: no. i have no intention to either.
Been on a talk show:: almost! i almost got a make over on opera!
Been on a game show:: no
Been on an airplane:: couple times a year
Got to ride on a firetruck:: at the childrens museum. but that one doesnt move.
Came close to dying:: i almost drowned when i was 3. but some really nice man saved me. i still think about him.
Cheated on a bf/gf:: nope
Gave someone a piggy back ride:: yeah. some people are heavier than they seem.
Terrorized a babysitter:: never had one.
Made a mud pie:: mhm. but i didnt eat it.
Had a dream that you're falling off a cliff:: yes. they scare the crap out of me.
Snuck out of the house at night:: no. its impossible to sneak out of my house.
Been so drunk you don't remember your name:: off of alcohol? no. off of myself? yes.
Had an eating disorder:: no.
Felt like you didn't belong:: many many many times
Felt like the 3rd wheel:: a lot
Smoked:: yes.
Done drugs:: no
Been arrested:: in a dream. dont ask what for.
Had your tonsils removed:: nope!
Gone to camp:: yup. many different kinds. never again will i go to girl scout camp. ever.
Won a bet:: mwahahaha
Written a love letter:: in my journal?
Gone out of your way to be with the one you love:: no
Written a love poem:: yes
Kissed in the rain:: sigh. no.
Slow danced with someone you love:: never been in love. so can i skip all of these questions?
Participated in an orgy:: um no.
Faked an orgasm:: not when actually having sex.
Stolen a kiss:: no
Asked a friend for relationship advice:: yes
Had a friend steal your bf/gf:: no
Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love:: skipping this one.
Gotten a speeding ticket:: blah. damn germantown nazi police.
Done jail time:: oh yes. many times. im a criminal ya know.
Had to wear a uniform to work:: never had an official job.
Won a trophy:: yup...i have...8!
Thrown up in public:: yes. ick.
Bowled a perfect game:: hahahahahaha. your so funny. you are talking to me right?
Failed/got held back:: an exam. but a class no.
Got perfect attendance in grade school:: no
Roasted pumpkin seeds:: no. but sounds good.
Taken ballet/karate lessons:: ballet! i miss dance.
Cut yourself:: no
Childhood Stuff
Did you play with Barbies/G.I. Joes:: Barbie fanatic!
Did you own Treasure Trolls:: many!
Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210:: with my mommy when i was little
Did you play Simon Says:: yes sir
Did you watch Fraggle Rock:: nope. and apparently being condemned for it too.
Did you wet the bed:: not that i can remember
Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed:: not that i can remember. but probably at one time.
Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them:: no. but i had a different disney princess for every day of the week!
Were you shy:: extremely
Were you spoiled:: who me? NEVER! oh wait...
Were you abused:: no
Did you go to the circus:: every year
Did you go to the zoo:: had passes
Were you in a car accident:: yes. damn fayette countyers
Did you build snowmen:: everytime it snows!
Did you cry when you scraped your knee:: mhm
Were your older cousins mean to you:: conner. ggrr. family christmas was dreadful.
Did you think slinkies were cool:: heck yeah! but i could never keep one longer than 2 weeks. i always broke them.
Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer:: of course they do!
Were you afraid of the dark:: nope
Did you have slumber parties:: lots!
Did you have New Kids on the Block sheets, pillows, pajamas, sleeping bag?: no. but i just bought one of their cds! super 88 cent store all the way
Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany:: tried once.
Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy:: didnt every kid at one time?
Randomness
Do you believe in aliens:: no
Name three things that are next to your computer:: pictures, my beanie baby puppy, and my certificate thing that says i climbed the great wall of china.
Do you have any hidden talents:: they must be hidden from me too
Do you wish MTV would play music videos:: yes. MTV stands for music television. and theres no music. anyone see anything wrong with that?
If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be:: a drama. or comedy. whatever had a good script.
What would your movie star name be:: according to King, Renee Bedlington.
Do you play any sports:: used to play basketball, volleyball, soccer, cheer, and dance.
What's the scariest movie you've ever seen:: the ring.
What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently:: Return of the King. go Sam go!
What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen:: austin powers.
Do you drive:: yes
What is your dream car:: my car
Do you think your good looking:: not really. i guess im okay.
Do others think you are good looking:: why dont you ask them
Would you ever sky dive:: with a couple of drinks in me. i really want to someday. if i ever get over my fear of heights.
Do you believe in Bigfoot:: i believe in people with big feet.
How many rooms do you have in your house:: 9. i think?
Are you afraid of roller coasters:: heck no! i love them!
Do you believe in God:: yup
Do you believe in Satan:: yes
Do you believe there is a heaven:: yes
Do you believe there is a hell:: yes
Do you own a pooltable:: no
Do you have a pool:: yes!
Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen:: i would crazy if i didnt
Do you like chocolate:: now really. lets sit and ponder over this one for a minute.
Who/what is on your 2003 calendar:: bama football people (p.s. its were. i changed calenders with the new year. now its classic movie posters)
How many U.S. states have you been to:: most of them. i lost count.
Ever wished on a shooting star:: every time i see one
Best Halloween costume you ever wore:: rockstar when i was 3
Do you carry any weapons on you:: my purse?
What is your weakness:: people
Name something you can't get enough of:: dashboard. beatles. people. chocolate.
Describe yourself in 3 adjectives:: Shannon Renee Little
How many kids do you want to have:: 1 if i dont strangle it then 2 or 3
Future daughters names:: Bernie
Future sons names:: Martha
What is your ideal way to die:: in my sleep
How do you release stress:: write in my journal
Do you consider yourself a trendy person:: not really. maybe. i dont know.
Are you an artisitic person:: depend on what art you are talking about.
Are you a realistic person?:: sometimes
Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off:: no.
Are you a strong person:: no
Are you a strong willed person:: not really.
Who is the last person to e-mail you:: jennilo
Who is the last person to IM you:: king
Do you hate chain e-mails:: usually
Are you a deep sleeper:: yeah
Are you a good story teller:: no, i always feel rushed when talking. so i dont say things that take too long.
What do you believe is your best quality:: my.....uh.....eyes? my loyalty?
What is your greatest accomplishment:: my sense of self this year
Do you like to burn candles or incense:: candles!
Do you have your own credit card:: nope. thank god. i would be in debt.
Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money?:: save some. then put back some for nyc. then spend some.
Do you have a check book:: nope
Do you like your drivers licence:: yeah. because it lets me drive.
Do you tan easily:: yeah.
What color is your hair naturally:: brown
How many fillings do you have:: a lot. i wasnt a good brusher as a kid. but no worries, i have improved.
How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit:: nada! yay! the kid next to me had like 4 or 5 though. poor thing.
Worst feeling in the world?: rejection from a loved one
Best feeling in the world:: acceptance from a loved one
Is the glass half empty or half full:: depends on my mood. usually half empty. im working on half full though.
Last thing you downloaded:: pics from my camera.
Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life?:: no
What do you think people think of you:: funny. i was thinking about that today. about what people REALLY think of me. but whatever. think what they want.
Are you a likeable person:: i was thinking about this too
Do you need therapy:: no. because i heard that if you mention anyway of harming yourself or others in therapy then they call your parents and its this whole ordeal. what if i just want someone to talk to.
Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance:: no
Do you love your bf/gf:: what boyfriend?
If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge would they call it FED UP:: i think it should be UPSex. hehe okay. the end.
When are you moving:: after high school when i go to college
What's your favorite phrase:: Thats the thing about smart people and stupid people. Sometimes its hard to tell who is who.