Dec 08, 2007 18:44
Okay, so Im confused at the moment. Shes bi now, and it cant get out of my head, maybe i should just drop off the face of the Earth for a bit and regain my normal day to day thoughts about life, oh wait... She was my everyday thoughts, damn.
Welp, Esteban made me realize something, it makes total sense. The Oedipus Complex, As everyone knows, my mom passed away when i was young, so I lost a link to my childhood at an early stage. So Im Psychologically screwed in the head to think that I need a woman in my life at all times, It makes perfect sense if you take a look at how i obsessed over girls over the years, but I dunno I need to find away around thie obsession.
But the main thing thats bothering me right now is, did I turn her Bi? I dont get it. Im really confused, Or was that the reason she wanted to cool it, because she started to get attracted to girls? I wish life was a god damn puzzle all the time, Damn it.