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at maxs house because i am always here but yeah anyways. i went to my papas funeral yesterday. wow, i never want to go to one of those again. it was horrible. i cried and cried none stop till the very end because it was over. but still, wow i dont like it. max didnt want to go i guess because he didnt feel right about going, but i wanted him there but it was how he felt so i cant blame him. zach is a great kid and im glad he has been there for me lately. him and max are my two guys i go to now and they are amazing. on friday after i went to like a get together for my papa i hung out wit alex, zach, ashley and tim. and tim was being a total ass for no reason which is totally not cool because i mean what have we done to him. nothing but oh well. so we were all sitting in zachs car and i started to cry. and zach gave me a big hug which i needed. and then ashley and alex went in and zach walked me to my door and gave me like 32435 hugs and told me to feel better. im glad if i dont have max there to comfort me i have other people.
i love you max.
i love you max.