harrumph
sad times. i'm in awe at how much of a lazy bum i've become ever since.. i can't even remember when. and that's purrrty scary. hit the gym the other day and i was panting just 5 minutes on the treadmill. FIVE. i used to do like FIFTEEN on that (yes, its a big deal for bummaholic like moi) but i Have been craving to do more rafting, abseils, et cetera. my country disappoints ohsomuch. :( i still remember the aftermath of jetty jumps during Water Fam. i was itching to jump off things, like my bed and off steps. heh, pathetic much.
i've got my priorities all messed up and i'd be lying-pantsonfire if i said the guilt wasn't eating me up inside. i won't be a melodramatic,lil bitch and rant about how bad things always happen to me at the wrong times; coz i know i pretty much brought them unto myself so, deal with it. i won't deny it - having a significant other in the picture tends to cloud judgement and well, i guess everyone else thinks that i'm not exactly the same person as i was before.
i'm not really trying to prove anything with all that. think all you want, i am and will always stay the same. this glutton just has too much on her plate sometimes; it might get a little messy. bear with me, that's all i'm asking for. i get out of shit, i always do.
been checking SAS frantically the past few days, absolutely excited to write off a major complain spree in here about my timetable like everyone else is doing. but it hasn't come yet! :( also, i think i kinda made a rash and impulsive decision just now. dang, :( serve me right if i ended up in the same class as ... shudders! :((
okay. off to play Sorority Life on FB. i just love how effortlessly brainless it is.
i've got my priorities all messed up and i'd be lying-pantsonfire if i said the guilt wasn't eating me up inside. i won't be a melodramatic,lil bitch and rant about how bad things always happen to me at the wrong times; coz i know i pretty much brought them unto myself so, deal with it. i won't deny it - having a significant other in the picture tends to cloud judgement and well, i guess everyone else thinks that i'm not exactly the same person as i was before.
i'm not really trying to prove anything with all that. think all you want, i am and will always stay the same. this glutton just has too much on her plate sometimes; it might get a little messy. bear with me, that's all i'm asking for. i get out of shit, i always do.
been checking SAS frantically the past few days, absolutely excited to write off a major complain spree in here about my timetable like everyone else is doing. but it hasn't come yet! :( also, i think i kinda made a rash and impulsive decision just now. dang, :( serve me right if i ended up in the same class as ... shudders! :((
okay. off to play Sorority Life on FB. i just love how effortlessly brainless it is.