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okay, today I realized what I want to do with the rest of my life... I want to move out west, finish up my doctorate in philosophy and roam the plains. Thats right people, I want to be an intellectual cowboy. I realized that is my calling in life, well maybe its not my calling but it sounds damn better than what else is in store for me. I mean shit, my friend is about to take her MCATS and she is losing her fucking mind. I am not cut out for that kind of shit. I am not lazy, but I am not ambitious. I do not want to say that I follow the way of the middle path because I am not Buddhist; but I definately am more layed back than most people I know. I mean has anyone actually stopped to look outside, TREES ARE BUDDING!! Am I the only person left over the age of five who is still ammazed by the process of spring? I want to be outside all the time, I want to write poetry about nature and philosophize about the meaning of my life. Thats all I really want out of life. Now of course this si influenced because I saw a horse up close for the first time today and it was amazing. I mean they are such big creatures. WHen you think about it, not to many mammals are that big anymore. It was quite awe inspiring. Anyway its time for bed. I will continue this B.S tomorrow.