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i feel like shit.god i wish i weren't crazy still. but no one knows where the hurts are on me so its ok...i still seem sane. i just wish i could be a better person and not make other people feel like shit. I'm trying but i'm only human...i can only change so much at a time...so until that time i guess i can just keep these hurtiness and be crazy. its ok if joi doesn't find out....i don't wanna go to 3b you guys. don't let her find out.